Pak Cik BuSHu Thought That...

Final Post...

2011-05-28T10:09:00.000+08:00

It's been a very long journey..

I've been thinking about this..
and came to this decision.

To finally stop writing anything in this blog.

People change by time... Considering that I'm more matured than I was before..
I've decided to make a new page to suit the new me.

Good Bye Pak Cik Bushu Thought That...

Welcome to..what ever came after this..still haven't decide yet.

Regards,
Pak Cik Bushu

Motivasi diri... Bagaimana sekeping kertas dan sebatang pen mampu membantu

2011-04-24T09:45:00.003+08:00

Setiap manusia akan ada ketikanya dia berasa sangat tidak bermotivasi...

Ada banyak sebab2 untuk nak jadi 'down'. Antaranya :
1. Baru lepas clash daaa

2. Kena marah ngan boss...walaupun kekadang tu bukan salah dia pun..

3. Terdapat beberapa rentetan peristiwa yang mewujudkan situasi seperti 'Sudahlah jatuh, ditimpa tangga pulak tu'.

4. Dan sebagainyalah...(pandai2 lah korang)

Tipulah kalau aku kata aku tak pernah bersedih. Tipulah kalau aku kata aku tak pernah mengalirkan air mata. (Dalam hati gua ada taman jugak beb)

Cuma kadang2, kita perlu sedar bahawa sedih dan tidak bersemangat itu boleh menghancurkan kita. Tanpa kita sedar..melayan perasaan sambil mendengar lagu2 tangkap leleh itu adalah suatu perbuatan yang tidak baik untuk MASA DEPAN. Buang Masa.... apatah lagi ketika di saat anda sedang melakukan sesuatu yang penting untuk masa depan anda..seperti sedang melalui final exam..lagi seminggu dekat UPSR..(hehehe)

Pengalaman paling perit adalah pada bulan puasa tahun lepas. Tanpa sedar, aku hilang kawalan terhadap kemarahan aku...dan akhirnya... (hmmm i think i should stop here...let's just say that I'm not in my best condition at the critical time of my life).

Pada ketika tu, aku kena siapkan eksperimen aku yang dah lama tertangguh. Aku ada beberapa test yang aku perlu prepare. Dan aku juga seorang peer tutor untuk fakulti yang mana pada malam hari kejadian tu aku ada kelas untuk diajarin.

Cara aku motivate diri aku adalah dengan berulang kali berkata pada diri sendiri - " do...or die,"

Buat...atau mati...

Beri pilihan pada diri sendiri..nak buat ka tak nak buat?..kalau tak mau buat baik mati saja...

Pada masa yang sama..berfikir secara objektif... Aku tak nafikan yang agak susah...tapi 'do or Die' kan...so..kena buat jugaklah..

SUSAH....tapi TAK MUSTAHIL

(Waktu tgh down tu...tetiba nangis..tetiba rasa nak tumbuk pintu...tetiba rasa cam nak nek moto laju2....normal la tu..tapi ingat...kena berfikir secara objektif)

Susun kepala otak hangpa ikut keutamaan.. Ok.. maksudnya di sini. Ketika Allah sedang uji kita dengan beberapa cabaran seperti keadaan saya yang saya dah describe kat atas tu, fikiran kita akan serabut.

Jadi..untuk membantu menyusun kepala hotak yang serabai tu, sila segera dapatkan sehelai kertas dan sebatang pen atau pensel.

Contenglah apa korang nak conteng.. tapi...mestilah berkaitan dengan CABARAN2 yang perlu anda hadapi.

cthnya:

CABARAN 1: Perasaan Sedih, kuciwa, marah, terkilan (Baru lepas KECEPER - kecewa percintaan lah katakan)

priotity: (((Bergantung kepada cabaran lain)))

Perlu pikir ke? - Kalau ada masa boleh laa...jap nak tgk cabaran len plak..later I'll come back to this..ok

CABARAN 2: FYP

Priority: HIGHEST!!! (Giler ko..nak grad wooo)

Perlu pikir ke? - Ko nak mampus kalau tak pikir....

Apa perlu ko buat? - Dah schedule eksperimen petang ni..so kena pegi..pas tu... pastu... pastu...

Kesimpulan: It's do...or DIE

CABARAN 3: Design Project

Priority: Highest jugak...

Perlu pikir ke? - Perluuuuuuu...tapi....jap..rasanya dah setel lah....a'ah..dah setel.....

Kesimpulan: NEXT!!!!!!!!!!!!

CABARAN 4: Test KJM ****, MEC ****. ENT ****

Priority: Medium (Gua tak stadi pun leh jawab beb..common sense)

Perlu pikir ke? - Confirm semua test tunda....so....KIV lah..

Kesimpulan: NEXT

CABARAN 5: Kelas Peer Tutor Malam ni

Priority: HIGHEST!!!! (Sebab ada elaun...tak berkat pulak kalau tak pi)

Perlu pikir ke? - Jgn zalim pada orang lain...depa mai nak belajaq..

Kesimpulan: ok..nak prepare 2 soalan untuk depa jawab dalam kelas malam ni

CABARAN seterusnya rasanya dah takdak...so let's look back at the first Challenge.

CABARAN 1: Perasaan Sedih, kuciwa, marah, terkilan (Baru lepas kecewa percintaan lah katakan)

priotity: Setelah di amati..memang tak sesuai melayan perasaan sekarang..so..KIV lah.. -

LOWEST PRIORITY

Perlu pikir ke? - SANGAT TAK PERLU

Kesimpulan: I NEED MYSELF NOW...I need to be reliable to myself now...IT IS MY FUTURE!!! so...sorrylah perasaaan2 sedih, kuciwa, marah, terkilan n so on...Gua ada banyak mende lein gua kena pikir la skarang..kalau free leh arr layan.

Ini cuma sample (((BERDASARKAN PERBUALAN DENGAN DIRI SAYA SENDIRI...tapi contoh jer laa)))...mungkin boleh membantu..mungkin tidak

Apa yang saya boleh kongsikan di sini..ini adalah cara untuk saya motivasi dari saya sendiri. Mungkin ada yang bersetuju..mungkin ada yang mempunyai idea yang lebih baik

mungkin...mungkin... saya tak tahu...

But it works for me..

the key word is "It's do..or Die,"

Pak Cik Bushu suka cakap menda ni:

"Masalah akan terus jadi masalah...cuba refer masalah itu sebagai cabaran...lebih menarik..lebih bermotivasi...lebih positive,"

Regards,

Mohd Hafiz Safwan

Saya sebagai orang yang gagal.... :)

2011-04-13T23:22:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Tajuk tak leh blah..

Lama benar tak menulis...tetiba jadik gatal tangan balik. Penangan blog Hami Asraff... tidak kutahu yang dia merupakan seorang blogger yang hebat... :)

Good for you bro..Alhamdulillah

Tentang tajuk hari ini. Aku terpanggil untuk menulis selepas berbicara dengan si Hami nih tentang pencapaian.

Tidak aku nafikan...wujud perasaan yang negatif dalam diri bila menyedari bahawa aku seorang lelaki berusia 28 tahun yang baru tamat pengajian DEGREE dan baru bulan ke-2 bekerja di sebuah GLC yang buat kereta (Paham2 lah) sebagai seorang executive cabuk. memandu kereta ayahanda dan motosikal yamaha lagenda 110Z untuk berulang alik ke tempat kerja. menyewa di s7 shah alam bersama rakan2 yang sedang menyambung pengajian di peringkat masters.

Satu persepsi killer dari rakan2 sekerja bila mengetahui yang aku fresh grad dan berusia 28 tahun adalah -> "Owh...mesti kerja dulu sebelum belajar,"

aku tak berselindung dengan mengiakan pernyataan sedemikian..aku jelaskan..
"Saya kena tendang dari UTM selepas tahun kedua saya di sana,"

"Saya mula balik dari awal sebab qualification untuk masuk UTM adalah matrik. Hanya UiTM (fewwwwittttt) sahaja yang menerima saya sebagai pelajar. Bermula dengan diploma kejuruteraan mekanikal, saya teruskan ke peringkat ijazah kerana kata2 ibu saya,"

"Saya lewat 3-4 tahun dari rakan2 sebaya saya yang lain. Gaji mereka kini sudah berapa, kedudukan mereka kini sudah di mana....saya masih lagi tiada apa-apa."

Tanpa sedar...kata2 itulah yang selalu saya ucapkan pada setiap penanya...

Saya lupa nikmat yang Allah beri pada saya.

Saya lupa tentang peluang kedua yang saya terima.

Saya lupa tentang beruntungnya saya kerana ada ibu bapa yang sangat prihatin dan memberi semangat, dorongan dan berMATI-MATIAN untuk menanggung pelajaran saya.

Saya ada ramai rakan2 yang memberikan sokongan.

Saya ada segalanya...mengapa kegagalan itu yang saya lihat sedangkan kejayaan saya sudah ada di depan mata.

Baru beberapa jam yang lepas, saya mendengar tentang kekesalan seorang brader (tuan rumah sewa) tentang peluang2 yang telah beliau sia-siakan di waktu bujangnya dulu.

Saya tak suka bila beliau katakan yang beliau kesal...dan saya muhasabah diri saya balik....Saya lagi teruk dari beliau..saya pun buat perkara yang sama setiap kali ditanya tentang kisah silam saya.

Saya berbangga dengan siapa diri saya sekarang. Saya berbangga dengan insan2 yang berada disekeliling saya sekarang. Saya redha dengan apa yang saya lalui sekarang. Saya sedar yang masih banyak hutang saya pada keluarga, cikgu2, UiTM masih lagi belum berbayar (selain hutang konvo, saman dan library laa)

:)

Saya takkan dapat apa yang saya ada sekarang tanpa pengalaman2 lepas.. ada sesuatu yang baik yang telah Allah rencanakan untuk saya dan semua orang. Kalau tak di dunia..di dunia yang kekal abadi...AKHIRAT

I guess,,,that's the price i have to pay

2011-02-17T01:36:00.000+08:00

Aku marah..pada masa yang sama aku rasa rindu..pada masa yang sama aku terkilan...pada masa yang sama aku tak faham..pada masa yang sama aku rasa geram..pada masa yang sama aku rasa macam nak...

Semua tu ujian..nak tgk sama ada aku layak untuk dia atau tak. Bulan 6 yerr...bulan 6... kalau saya kena bedah..mungkin bulan 8..tapi macam yang pernah saya janjikan..Tahun Ni...

ACL lutut kiri ku putus...Live Coverage from KPJ Bandar Perda

2011-02-01T23:33:00.000+08:00

I’m writing from my bed, currently warded at KPJ Bandar Perda, to facilitate investigation and assessment to my left knee injury. After done with x-ray and MRI, the doctor (Dr. Naharuddin) confirmed that my ACL (Anterior cruciate ligament) is completely severed. Glad that the meniscus is in good condition although the injury was an old one.

Next is physiotherapy.

The ACL reconstruction will be done in a month or 2..the doctor want to wait till the swelling subsided first.

Sejuk je rasa tulang bila dengar “Putus habis, Konfem kena reconstruct,”

2 biji skru..6 minggu recovery period..6 month b4 full recovery..

INTERLOK!!!

2011-01-30T22:04:00.000+08:00

http://amirmu.blogspot.com/2011/01/how-we-failed-interlok.html

Read it....

New Year Resolutions!!!!

2011-01-01T21:54:00.000+08:00

New year mark my new age..

I'm 27 years old 4 month n a day old..but I am 28 years old this year.

before this..I don't have a clear target for each year...Now I'm going to start to have one.

My 2011 target:

1. Be a better servant of GOD.
2. A better son.
3. A better eldest brother.
4. Get a job
5. Start to save some money.
6. Register for Haj.
7. Buy a 2nd hand car.
8. Healthier lifestyle
9.
10. Less weight
11. Less optimistic, more realistic n pessimistic.

Any other suggestions??????

The End, Interviews and A Smile

2010-12-21T21:06:00.000+08:00

The End

I started my degree studies on December 2007. As a 24 years old degree student, I realised that I was way behind others who are at the same age as mine.

During my 1st semester in Shah Alam, I met an old friend who uttered "Ko tak habis2 menyusahkan mak bapak ko ek," when I told him that I continue my study there. He graduated and was an MLMers during his studies. Quite a successful cheaters (if you ask me bout him..I know everything he did).

Initially, I refused to go for bachelor studies. It was my mother who talk me in to it. After 6 semesters..the ordeal ended on 26 November 2010 when I submitted my finalised report. Later on 10 December, it was confirmed that I finished my bachelor studies with 2nd class upper. Finally...It's the end of the final episode of The Dropout, 2nd season.

All the sweat, tears, blood, money and time had been paid off. It's all because of my parents. They work hard to support me because I didn't have any scholarship or loan.

Thank You Mak n Bapak...Thank You...Thank You

Alhamdulillah..I finally finish off things that I've started 8 years ago.

4 December 2010 - My last day as tenant in 59, Jalan Kristal 7/78... It is a wonderful neighborhood..nice people..nice environment..I will dearly miss that place and the neighbours.

Interviews

Currently I am in job hunting mode. Attended few interviews and applied numbers of vacancies..so far..no luck yet..

A Smile

Beautiful Smiley Face :) - You might be reading it now...hahaha

It's funny n weird when we look at where a smile could bring us too. With a shear of luck and thanks to the enhancement of today's technology on social networking, I finally met the owner of the beautiful smile which I was looking for months. Glad to meet u smiley face!!! :)

Tears...

2010-11-25T12:52:00.001+08:00

Hi all..

I shed tears when I wrote this

I dedicate this to my father and mother

Md Rijani Bin Md Ibrahim

Hamidah Bt Sukaroo

They are the reason why I'm still fighting.

Mak dan bapak di Mina, Bapak dah bercukur menandakan keluar ihram (Tahalul Awal)

I was preparing my 2nd draft at that time. Alone in my room, that sentences means a lot to me

Yup...I miss them very much...but that's not the main reason.

I saw mak..shedding tears when she learned that I got kicked out from UTM. That was more than six years ago.

I saw myself 9, 6 and 3 years ago.

The words marked then end of my degree. Definitely not something that could be proud of...but..better late than never...

July 2004 - I learned that I was kicked out from UTM, at that time I was a substitute teacher in a school where currently my father is the headmaster. Mak's tears......
November 2004 - Enrolled for diploma in UiTM Penang
November 2007 - The end for diploma.
December 2007 - Continue studying for a degree in Shah Alam
November 2010 - my tears...

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah perjalanan hidupku, tetapkanlah iman ku, peliharalah diriku agar dapat aku berbakti kepada umat Muhammad, negaraku dan ibubapaku.

I am not the same as I was 15 years ago

2010-11-24T11:53:00.000+08:00

I afraid of being alone on the stage. Either talking or performing to crowds, the idea of public speaking was too far away for me to handle. Why?

My Hands Trembling -
My Heart Racing and thumping like it's going to explode.
I would suddenly be insecure of myself...is my pants zipped? Is there anything on my head or behind me?
Gagap!
mumbling...blablabla

Until one day...and a class, and some experience gained during my university period...it is all in the past.

3/4 individuals suffers from speech anxiety
I was one of the 75% during my teenage years
There's a class conducted by Mrs Shila Razlan for kids age 9 -14 years old to improve their public speaking skills.


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Doa yang ku kirim

2010-10-17T16:55:00.001+08:00

Ya Allah, Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim.

Aku mohon padamu Ya Allah,

Permudahkanlah urusanku,

Jadikanlah ilmu yang engkau kurniakan pada ku berguna untuk agamaMU, ibu bapaku, kaum keluargaku, guru-guruku dan rakan2ku.

Aku mohon padamu..

Permudahkanlah urusanku, jangan lalaikan aku dengan dunia agar aku tak lagi terpesong dari jalanMU.

Tunjukkanlah aku jalan yang benar, jalan yang Engkau redhai. Tunjukkanlah jalan yang patut aku ambil selepas semua yang aku lalui ini berakhir.

Sesungguhnya Engkau yang Maha Mengetahui isi hati aku ini.

Jauhkanlah dia dari segala gangguan. Rahmatilah dia dan permudahkanlah urusan hidupnya.

Kalau dia buruk untuk aku dan keluarga aku, jauhkanlah dia dari aku.

Kalau dia yang terbaik untuk aku dan keluargaku, engkau dekatkanlah dan mudahkanlah urusan kami berdua.

Kurniakanlah aku jodoh yang terbaik untuk ku.

Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim, Ya Hafiz, Ya Hakim, Ya Azim, Ya Jabbar, Ya Mutakabbir. Ya Samii, Ya Zal Jala Liwal Ikram

Love

2010-10-17T00:27:00.000+08:00

can really drive us mad...

Love Allah..
Love your parents,
Love your friends and family
Love those who treated you right.
Love those who REALLY care about you..

I feel stupid..I am..

Politic - are you partisan or a thoughtful person?

2010-09-25T21:19:00.000+08:00

I am a student of University Technology MARA. I'm bounded by Act 174 and because of that, I can't show which side I am although I am a registered voter.

Fine..I'm ok with it. In fact, it doesn't bother me at all. I voted in the last PRU and I'm ok with the fact that I can't be on any side of the politics. It doesn't bother me at all.

Years after... I realize that I don't bother of becoming a member in any party..It doesn't annoy me..It didn't make me a sad person..and I'm not angry with the Act..

Because I don't know which party to chose..Seems like both sides are not my type...both sides are surprisingly have the same agenda...Both sides have the same mental capacity of an amoeba...Both sides make the same mistakes..Both sides did do something really good and the other side would make an issue out of it...Both sides want Malaysia for themselves..

Sadly..this is Malaysia..

And I'm proud to say that I'm not member of any party.

I'm a thoughtful person.

What's wrong is wrong and what's right is right.

My vote will go to those who do the right thing the most...

So...Plz stop doing foolish thing..If you care about my vote.

'A Male's Perspective on Love' by Aidi Amin (NST)

2010-09-22T19:40:00.000+08:00

I came across this while reading the online NST.
A good piece...

Girls, plz take note..

Original Link - Click HERE

A male's perspective on love

2010/09/19
By Aidi Amin
aidiamin@nst.com.my

CHILDREN show off their feelings unabashedly. There is a lot we can learn from them.

More often than not, I get cornered by friends -- girls -- once madly in love with their boyfriends but now swear they hate their guts. I will end up becoming the emotional punching bag for these distraught women.

Asked what brought about the massive "paradigm shift" in their feelings, these girls would say that they did not get a favourable response when they asked their boyfriends "What are we?" after a few weeks of dating.

Indeed, status is important. It is everything. For status, nations are willing to go to war. Women, and sometimes men, would go to great lengths to have the status of their relationships defined.

What is the definition of a relationship after dating for a certain period of time?

Social media sites such as Facebook have a convenient method for people to define their relationships. One can change the status in a split second, and sometimes without much thought. Many don't dwell on its significance. One can be "single", "in a relationship", or leave the status as "it's complicated" on Facebook. But if a guy's status remains "single" after dating someone for a while, the girl he is seeing might become frustrated and start having doubts.

But truth be told, contrary to what most women think, guys are not insensitive creatures. We are just practical.

And our actions often speak louder than words. Men are creatures of habit. Observe the way we treat you. Does your man lend you moral support? Is he reliable? Does he leave you in the lurch in times of need?

I believe that relationships should never be divided into stages. If you think your man is delaying commitment then ask yourself, "Am I happy with him?"

Relationships are not meant to be perfect. Conflict is healthy. It can strengthen a relationship if resolved properly.

Always ask yourself why you embarked on this journey with this guy in the first place.

Women must also know this -- as much as a guy might love you, it will dissipate if you keep on forcing him to do things against his will. Every time we resign ourselves to your wishes or accede to them, resentment will build up.

There are the men who abhor the word "commitment", but most just want to know more about the women they are going out with before they choose to settle down and make her the mother of their children. Until then, these men might "multi-date". During this period, they might keep a certain distance and be non-committal.

Bear with them. If they see a future with you, they will bare all in time.

aidiamin@nst.com.my

Is it really that hard???

2010-09-14T00:41:00.000+08:00

Seriously...

Raya..Raya...Raya

2010-09-10T01:38:00.001+08:00


To blog readers..or passer by...Happy Eid Fitr

Sekarang waktu menunjukkan jam 1.20 pagi..Hari Jumaat, 10 September 2010.

Aku telah sampai di rumah orang tuaku di Nibong Tebal pada hari Selasa (7 September) yang lepas.

Raya..Satu perkara yang aku harap sangat2 tapi tak menjadi..Untuk menyambut raya bersama orang yang aku harap sgt untuk aku jadikan............

Takper..bukan rezeki...Not a reason to kill the excitement..but believe me...I'm really not in the mood..

A little bit about me..

Alhamdulillah..I get enough rest as soon as I arrived safely at my parents house...( only 3 hours of sleep for 72 hours).. Insomnia...Plzzzz..Go away...I know you have a very good reason to keep me awake..but I need to have a good rest or I'll stop functioning well..Plzzzzzzzzzz.

Alhamdulillah.. This year Raya will be more exciting since my brother is joining us..He wasn't here last year because he was in St. Petersburg, Russia. The worst Raya for me, my siblings and my parents.

Alhamdulillah.. I've finished my first batch of experiment with Faculty of Applied Science, UiTM..Kudos to Mr Ahmad Kambali (Lab Asst), PM Dr. Rohaya (Deputy Dean) and the post grad students who kept me occupied..

Alhamdulillah.. I'm better since the last 2 weeks..It's still killing me sometimes..And I'm still not stable emotionally..but I haven't burst out yet..since there is always someone who ease it up informally..

Alhamdulillah..
Alhamdulillah
Alhamdulillah

Selamat Hari Raya
Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Mohd Hafiz Safwan Bin Md Rijani
~Busu~
SRK Methodist N. Tebal 95
SMK Agama Nibong Tebal 00
SMK Methodist Nibong Tebal 00
SM Sultan Abdul Halim (Jenan) 00

Matrikulasi Kolej Taj 01/02
Red Sierra Rovers, Sekreteriat Rakan Muda, Fak. Kejuruteraan Mekanikal, UTM Skudai 02/06
JPK Mutiara, Fak. Kejuruteraan Mekanikal, UiTM Pulau Pinang 04-07
Fak Kejuruteraan Mekanikal, UiTM Shah Alam 07-10

Was it really that obvious?

2010-09-06T22:34:00.000+08:00

I'm not bragging..

I am 27 years old..

Last year I was 26 years old when people tot that I'm 22 or at least 23 years old..(Yezzzzaaaaaa)Which made me grinning for days..

And today I was at FSG (Faculty of Applied Science), one of the postgrad student said this "Ye ke student degree...final year kan? tapi awak nampak macam dah berumur la..,"

and I was like...WTF!!! (oppsss...quickly acknowledge that I'm fasting)

I ask, "Nampak saya macam umur brapa?"

"30..camtu ar,"

I just cant believe it...

I'm cool at that time..It was just an ordinary conversation with a stranger..a lovely girl..

While waiting for the SPME (Solid Phase Micro Extraction) to develop, I sat down and start to think about it..

I'm not mad..I'm not exaggeratedly replied "muka ko macam makcik!!!," (Believe me she's not..hehehe)

No..I'm not...I'm cool..And I let my mind to try to understand it..

I walked out and went to the toilet..see myself in the mirror.. my eye bag...It's been a while.. Too tired ..due to the lack of sleep..and the effect of the petrol fumes..I smile to myself..and I quickly noticed that I am not as happy as I was..I faked it..

I always consider myself as a happy go lucky guy..even there are people who told me that If God's willing, I'll die smiling (Aminnnnn) because my default face is smiling...(more like grinning i guess)..

But seeing myself in the mirror at that particular time made me realise one thing...Everything inside me right now is being displayed..on my face...

Yes...I am in stress...but I manage my job well (I guess so because I haven't worried yet). Yes...I'm not emotionally healthy right now..and it was just less than a week ago...n I hate myself...

When you were pushed to the edge...It is either to fall or to move away from it...I fall..And that's why I am the one who took the blame.. And I blame myself..for putting my self in the situation that make my life miserable..

Job loads are the best remedy I have in Shah Alam...Yeah...It just offer a diversion during the day..and later at night...It is hard to get a good sleep..really hard..

The best sleep I had was a day after our relationship ended..why..because I was at home..I am with my parents, my siblings, my niece.

Currently...I'm still in Shah Alam...

Last post as a 26 years old guy...

2010-08-30T22:50:00.003+08:00

It's 9.53 pm 30th August 2010.

Exactly 2 hours and 7 minutes..I'll be a year older...

well...to be exact..the time was 1.20 am...but officially..at 12 am..I am 27 years old.

I share the same birthday with Cik Da and Muiz Ishak (Friends from Matrik Taj 2001-2002)...along with Paman Sham (my mother's cousin)..There might be more..but it was as far as I know.

Happy Birthday to myself, Cik Da, Muiz, Paman Sham and those who were born on the same day...and not to be forgotten...it was also the birthday of a nation..Malaya.

Considering myself as a patriotic person...I realized that I owe the nation and the people much..And I know I should pay my debt to the society.

I'll be a year older..

With nothing to be proud of. (at the age of 26...I have nothing)

Without the one I was hoping to be my other half (Yup...back to numero uno..)..just days ago..

Without my family..(Currently I'm in Shah Alam)

........

Alhamdulillah..

I am blessed by Allah..

- I got the opportunity to redeem myself.
- Blessed with super supportive parents and siblings.
- Blessed with super supportive friends.
- Blessed with the superb conditions of life.
- Blessed with countless life changing experiences.
- Blessed with Superb teachers and lecturers.
- Blessed with the happy life I am having currently.
- Blessed to love and to be love...although it was just last for 259 days but it did taught me what's life is all about.
- Blessed with countless morale help from my family (parents and siblings..even my niece), my friends, my lecturer, seniors and even strangers...Yup...Strangers...believe it or not..I am blessed.
- Blessed with superb condition of health (my left knee is the only problem I have)
- Blessed with good grades..although I do wonder if I really earn it.

Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah..

From The Bottom Of My Heart-

Thank You Mak n Bapak..You guys are the reason on why I never stop fighting..Thank You..

Thank You to my siblings - Hilmi n Hasni, Muim, Akmal n Izzati

Thank You my friends - You guys are great..Thank you for lending me your ears and the shoulder to cry on. There are hundreds of you in my FB..And I treasure you guys more than the friends status in there...Thank You

Thank You - To my extended family member...Paman-Paman, Mamu-mamu, Bibik-bibik and Aunty-Aunty, cousins, second cousins, mom's cousins...pendek kata..Everyone lah..Everytime I land myself into trouble..I won't worry much because I know that my family are the best...

Thank You - to strangers who sent by Allah to help me to overcome my emotions..To help me to realize that there are more important things to think about rather than being overcome by sadness that caused by a broken relationship.

Thank You - to my teachers and lecturers..who inspired me..who taught me well..and showered me with knowledge

Thank You Allah... Because they were all sent by You to help me..to make me a better person..to make me useful to them..and to make me love myself more..

Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah...

Happy Birthday to me..

Mohd Hafiz Safwan Bin Md Rijani
31 Ogos 1983
1.20 am

The last thing I want it to happened

2010-08-29T01:00:00.000+08:00

But it happened..

after 259 days.

It shows the true colour of mine..

It shows the ugliness of mine..

And all that happened in front of you..

I'm not a cheater..I am, but not to you..

You know my feeling towards you..and to see you in pain was the last thing I want to see..

To end our relationship was also the last thing that I wanted to.

But it happened..on the 259th day.

We both know and remember how it all started..we both know how we treat each other since the beginning of our relationship..We both know the mistakes that we've made towards each other..

It was my mistake..For failing to understand you more...

It was my mistake..

Yes...It was.

Thank you for everything..

Thank you....

Today's Entry...after 259 days...

2010-08-26T13:45:00.000+08:00

Single..

But not available...

Less than 48 hours...I'll make a fresh start...If I don't do that..I won't be able to move on with my life

I hate to do this..but I need it..for the sake of my future..my life..my soul..
Thank You

Today's Entry...after 259 days...

2010-08-26T13:33:00.002+08:00

Single..

But not available...

Thank You

Advance Birthday Wishes

2010-08-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahiwabarakatuh,

Ok..My Birthday (same with Cik Da) is 10 days ahead...

I wished two friends for their birthday (today and yesterday) and received 3 advance birthday wishes..which makes me blurred for a while before I realise that mine is not far away too..It's from Hannani (19th August, Suria 20th August and Santz)..Thank You So Much!!! hehehehe (jgn salah faham lak...ni luahan perasaan jer nih)

I'm getting older..In fact..we are all getting older..but Birthday marks the official date for our yearly age to be +1.This simple summation at that particular date was once welcomed... And it starting to annoy me...HAHAHAHA

I'm just 26 years old---currently--- and I'll be a year older...Lucky to be alive, well and healthy...Although without any achievement that can be proud of.. I should be thankful that I'm given the chance to redeem myself. Hopefully to be useful to others and most importantly to be someone that my parents (and myself) can be proud of....I SHOULD

I'm 26 years old, former UTM dropout who managed to finish his diploma course and struggling for my final semester bachelor degree..While most of my friends are working...earning..married or getting married, have kids (and some of them already have 2 kids)..Even my younger brother are married and have a lovely daughter (Wak Nang balik niiii..tunggu tau).....I should be thankful because I'm blessed with SUPER SUPPORTIVE parents and family..I should be thankful that they gave me a chance...I should be thankful that my mom works extra hours to pay for my tuition fee so that I can be a full time student..I SHOULD...

I'm Just 26 years old, not available and currently looking forward on how I can seal the relationship I have the fastest way I can..I have nothing..My target is within a year from now but let see how it goes. I should be thankful...for everything I have endured..the one that I want the most had given me chance for me to feel that again...It's killing me cause I can't take it further (engagement) ..but again...I should be thankful...I SHOULD..

Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah

"Ya Allah, Kurniakanlah aku kesabaran..kurniakanlah aku ketabahan..kurniakanlah aku kemudahan..
Permudahkanlah urusanku sebagai fisabilillah..
Permudahkanlah hidupku agar dapat aku berbakti kepada orang tuaku, keluargaku, sahabat2ku, guru2 ku serta mereka yang engkau kehendaki untuk beroleh manfaat dari ilmu yang telah Engkau kurniakan padaku.

Jauhkanlah aku dari fitnah, malapetaka dan maksiat. Berkatilah perasaan yang Engkau letakkan dalam hati ini agar dapat aku satukan 2 keluarga. "
Amin Ya Rabb

A bit about what the hell I'm doing currently

2010-08-20T04:13:00.000+08:00

Salam,

Currently, I'm all out for my FYP II (Final Year Project). Not 100% but enough to say that I'm sweating like a pig, had several sleepless night, getting high on petrol (both regular and premium grade), my pockets are drying up faster than usual, my eyes started to form eye bag (eewwww..hahahaha..since when I care about my face?)..

My project is about RON 95 and RON 97 petrol... a theoretical investigation..

Playing with petrol...sniffing the fumes..arghhhhhhh..

How to be nice when you are not in the mood?

2010-08-04T09:13:00.000+08:00

Lately..my mood swing was unbelievable..a'la PMS..hahahaha

Even Ikin wasn't spared..she knew..and she asked me to drink water right after our conversation ended..which makes me wonder...Is it too obvious? I try my best not to show it off...mind you..it was a telephone call. Which the only culprit is my voice tone..WTF!!!!!!!!

Lying is one of my speciality. In some occasion..I over did....like pretending to be in great stomach ache..for the sake of an MC...I got what i want..+ a buscopan jab too( not once...I did that twice)....hahahaha

But seems that I'm losing my lying senses...

Yeah..something is bothering me lately.. and the question is the same...."to..or not to..?"

Multiple choice question...

Subjects are about subjective thing..which is difficult to measure.. Another question is Why?

May Allah bless us with His guidance.
"Show us the straight path..The path taken by those who Thou hast favoured.Not (the path) of those who earn Thine anger nor of those who go astray.." - Al-Fatihah.

One Quote

2010-07-21T01:15:00.000+08:00

“When we seek to discover the best in others, we somehow bring out the best in ourselves.” ~ William Arthur Ward

It's true for me...

Kek Lapis Sarawak...

2010-07-10T15:01:00.002+08:00

This is not a paid advertisement...This is my social responsibility to a friend of mine..

Kek Lapis Sarawak..
3-4 tahun lepas, bapak aku bawak balik dari sana beberapa roll kek.. bila tgk pada potongan2 kecik tu....rasa sayang sgt nak makan sebab sangat CANTIK!!!!!!!!!!!!

Masalahnya..bila dah berjaya masuk dalam mulut....Sangat Sedap sampai aku makan sambil tutup mata (sebab taknak terpesona ngan kecantikannya dan taknak susah2 pikir camner diorang leh susun kek tu satu2...pening...)

Sejak tahun lepas..member aku nih wat bisness nih..
Please refer here.

URL: http://www.keklapisasli-sarawak.blogspot.com/

Kalau sapa2 yang teringin tu leh arr try..antaranya

December 2005...I wrote this piece on my FS Bulletin Board...

2010-06-28T04:46:00.003+08:00

 Aku dok pusing2 kat dalam friendster..terbukak inbox..lepas aku aku baca balik satu2 mesej yang member2 hantar..banyak yang ingatkan aku kat kawan2 lama..banyak yang ingatkan aku kepada insan2 yang pernah bergelar sahabat..dapat jugak la carik balik 2-3 orang kat FB..yer laa..fs skarang nih dah tak sepopular dulu..

Salah satu kegemaran aku di zaman awal sebelum aku ada blog, aku suka tulis kat bulletin board. Semuanya akan aku letak tajuk macam : "To All...This is Mohd Hafiz Safwan a.k.a BuSu The Legend " so that membe2 tahu yang benda yang aku post tu bukan forwarded e-mail or something like that.

Posting aku tu pulak selalunya pasal Reunion, pasal yellow pages (Directory) untuk budak jenan batch aku, pasal berita2 berkaitan yang rasanya patut aku forward (macam berita tentang pemergian Arwah Cikgu Hamdan)....dan entry terbanyak rasanya tentang perasaan aku..Wah...jiwang sial..

Perkara yang membuatkan aku terjumpa balik salah satu posting lama nih adalah kerana reply dari rakan2 yang concern..Thanks to you all yang tak buang posting asal aku dan biarkan ia attached ngan reply korang..aku jumpa balik khazanah alam istimewa ni.

Aku tulis posting di bawah tu pada Disember 2005...4 tahun lebih setelah kegagalan cinta pertama.

Nampak kekurangan matang dalam posting nih..segan aku...hahahaha

Pun begitu, aku akur ngan kehendak takdir...pendek kata redha lah..

Rasanya yang buatkan kita takleh lupakan peristiwa lama tu adalah sebab kita masih attached ngan apa2 yang berkaitan ngan dia ataupun sebab apa yang kita tengah usahakan tu atas sebab dia..

Tu yang aku dapat simpulkan dari apa yang aku sendiri tulis..5 tahun lepas.. Yup...masa tu aku masih in contact..tu yang buat aku masih pikir pasal dia..masih ada phone number dia..masih bermesej ngan dia..It's hard..

So..if you want to get over it..leave everything behind..

Kengkawan semua..jgn muntah yer baca menatang nih..

"Skidezourus wrote:

hemph...macam nak nyanyi lagu..

You're just to good to be true

can't take my eyes of you...

tukar sket..can't take my mind of you..

bila saja teringat..bila saja aku sakit..bila saja dia sms aku..bila saja terlintas nama dia dalam henset..mesti aku ngeluh..awat laaa ...awat laaa

..pastu sesenyap mungkin..aku akan kata..takder jodoh kot..she may get someone better thanme..n i should be happy for her..a slight relief..cleared chest..but empty feeling..this time..a song from Akon.. Lonely....i'm so lonely...

human memory vs time..proven that such memory (of the one we love/care about) last forever..

try ask ur parents..whether they can still remember their Ex..hehe..like my father...ingat lagi dia smpi sekarang..time runs everything in our life..but since u can't forget ur former "special" friend..still wondering if the clock can turned back to that lovely time..(eventough it was just less than a month)..

think again..it won't happen..unless..if she is the one..((lagu lain pulak..Daniel Bedingfield- If You're not TheOne)) accept it..be grateful coz she still ur friend..you'll be happy for her..

that's why..pada rakan2 ku yang kadang2 aku tak tak support korang pasang spare tyre..bukan apa..macam aku nih..nak dapat sorang pun susah..hiiii..yang dok ada elok2 pi cari hat lain buat apa..cubala selami perasaan mangsa2 tu sket.. (jgn kata aku berpaling tadah lak..) kut mana pun suka ati laaa..kantoi..tanggung sendiri..

satu kelemahan ketara aku..aku takleh bezakan antara orang yang aku suka ngan rakan2lain..aku layan sama jer..mesej tak sampai..mungkin aku takder perasaan sgt..unlike years ago..miss the ol' time..or maybe i'm too scared..or maybe i haven't seen the quality which i've seen before tapi..tu la yang buat manusia unik..terima seadanya..

sensitif sgt lak...

*para pembaca sekalian..jgn ambil kesah sgt

pasal nih..just luahan hati yang sendirian..((lagu jamal Abdillah lak..apatah tajuk..tak ingat))"

The Finale' Episod of the Dropout...

2010-06-24T16:58:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Disember 2007, aku dan rakan2 mula bermukim di Shah Alam..

Hari ini, setelah 2 tahun setengah bergelut..akhirnya tibalah masa untuk pengajian bagi semester terakhir.

Macam baru kena tendang dari UTM sebulan lepas...hahahahaha

Kecewa

2010-05-26T14:15:00.000+08:00

Mood kecewa membelenggu perasaan ini. I'm not blaming anyone...I'm blaming myself...I hurt my own feeling even though I've vowed no to let such thing happened again...

The pain was great but bearable..As what promised by Allah, He won't test us with the test which we can't cope with.

I don't know how long it will take to heal..I don't know how this would affect my future..Will I be more critical towards my inner-self? Will I be more critical to others?

Bapa dan Anak Perempuannya (Father and His Daughter)

2010-04-07T20:25:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum W.B.T..
Hi all,

I just want to share this with you guys. Below is a combination of 2 photograph. One is taken in 1985 and another one was taken last week. The baby in the old photograph is my brother, Mohd Hafiz Hilmi and in the new photograph is his daughter, Hannah Humaira Bt Mohd Hafiz Hilmi.
Hannah is near 7 month old and her dad will be 26 years old this year. Her father is the second of 5 siblings (I'm the eldest).

Jangan Mengeluh!!!

2010-04-03T20:35:00.001+08:00

Terjumpa nih sewaktu menyelongkar Sent Item dalam emel lama. Telah di sampaikan kepada semua rakan-rakan selepas menerimanya dari Paman Chem (Sepupu mak aku). Tetiba rasa macam nak letak kat blog nih. Ingatan buat diri saya sendiri jugak yang baru ditimpa musibah dan di dalam kesusahan..(huhuhuhu)

JANGAN MENGELUH ..........
Kita selalu Bertanya....................dan Al-Quran sudah menjawabnya.................

KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA AKU DIUJI?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan; "Kami telah beriman," ("I am full of faith to Allah") sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji org2 yg sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui org2 yg benar dan, sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui org2 yg dusta."
-Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3

KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA AKU TAK DAPAT APA YG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesua tu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui."
- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216

KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya."
- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286

KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA RASA FRUST?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Jgnlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan jgnlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah org2 yg paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu org2 yg beriman."
- Surah Al-Imran ayat 139

KITA BERTANYA : BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan), dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, di medan perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah (be fearfull of Allah The Almighty) kamu kepada Allah supaya, kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan)."

KITA BERTANYA : BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk"
- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45

KITA BERTANYA : APA YANG AKU DAPAT DRPD SEMUA INI?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari org2 mu'min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga utk mereka... ?
- Surah At-Taubah ayat 111

KITA BERTANYA : KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain dari Nya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal."
- Surah At-Taubah ayat 129

KITA BERKATA : AKU TAK DAPAT TAHAN!!!
QURAN MENJAWAB
"... ..dan jgnlah kamu berputus asa dr rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dr rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yg kafir."
- Surah Yusuf ayat 12

Semoga ada kebaikkan yang boleh kita semua perolehi dari semua nih

Something to be shared...

2010-03-25T23:52:00.000+08:00

I saw a friend's status msg...

Jangan engkau kahwini wanita yang enam, jangan yang ananah, yang mananah, dan yang hananah, dan jangan engkau kahwini yang hadaqah, yang baraqah dan yang syadaqah.

Wanita Ananah: Banyak mengeluh dan mengadu dan tiap saat memperalatkan sakit atau buat-buat sakit.

Wanita Mananah: Suka membangkit-bangkit terhadap suami. Wanita ini sering menyatakan "Aku membuat itu keranamu".

Wanita Hananah: Menyatakan kasih sayangnya kepada suaminya yang lain, yang dikahwininya sebelum ini atau kepada anaknya dari suami yang lain.

Wanita Hadaqah: Melemparkan pandangan dan matanya pada tiap sesuatu, lalu menyatakan keinginannya untuk memiliki barang itu dan memaksa suaminya untuk membelinya.

Wanita Baraqah: Ada 2 makna, pertama yang sepanjang hari mengilatkan dan menghias mukanya, kedua dia marah ketika makan dan tidak mahu makan kecuali sendirian dan diasingkannya bahagiannya.

Wanita Syadaqah: Banyak cakap tidak menentu lagi bising.

Dicatat oleh Imam Al-Ghazalli

This post is different....Bersahabat Kerana ...

2010-03-14T19:26:00.001+08:00

I've been through some difficult situation. Most of the time, there no immediate family member to help me. Helps came mostly from friends..

I recall the time when I was in matriculation program. I was sick..so sick that I pee during sleep. my nose bleed and my head is boiling. All that happened in one night. I manage to clean up my mess but I'm too weak to seek help from the lecturers..Friends came in to help.

That was one of many stories about my buddies..

I came across this post from a friend blog..Cik Huda.

The original post is here.

Republished is as written below. Credits goes to Cik Huda and the original writer.

To all my friends, Berjumpa dan Berpisah Kerana Allah...Terima Kasih atas segalanya. To someone I care so much..thank you dear...

Dengan Nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang.
Selawat dan Salam ke atas junjungan mulia Nabi Muhammad S.A.W. serta seluruh ahli keluarga dan sahabat baginda...

Imam al-Nawawi dalam Riyadhussolihin menyebut dalam satu bab khusus “Kelebihan berkasih kerana Allah”, yang merujuk kepada persahabatan yang terjalin bagi mencari keredhaan Allah S.W.T. dan turut dijelaskan tentang persahabatan yang diredhai Allah S.W.T.

Beliau memulakan bab ini dengan dua ayat al-Quran iaitu ayat 29 surah al-Fath yang bermaksud “Muhammad iaitu Rasulullah dan orang yang bersamanya bersikap keras tegas terhadap orang kafir yang memusuhi mereka dan bersikap penyayang dalam kalangan sesame mereka (orang islam)”.

Satu algi ayat yang disebut beliau ialah ayat 9 Surah al-Hasyr yang bermaksud

“Dan orang ansar yang mendiami Madinah dan memiliki keimanan sebelum (berlaku penghijrahan) itu, mereka mengasihi orang Muhajirin yang datang berhijrah kepada mereka (madinah)”.

Selain itu Imam al-Nawawi juga ada menyebut 11 hadis yang berkaitan dengan tajuk ini.
Antaranya ialah sebuah hadis popular yang diriwayatkan oleh Bukhari dan Musli iaitu tentang tiga sifat yang memungkinkan kita menikmati kemanisan iman. Pertama TIADA YANG LEBIH DICINTAI MELEBIHI ALLAH DAN RASULULLAH. Kedua, MENGASIHI SAHABAT KERANA ALLAH. Ketiga, MEMBENCI KEKUFURAN SEPERTI DIA MEMBENCI SEKSAAN NERAKA. Begitu sekali tingginya kedudukan persahabatan yang terjalin hasil keikhlasan mencari keredhaan Allah S.W.T.

BERSAHABAT KERANA ALLAH

Sebuah hadis lagi yang masyhur dibawa oleh Imam al-Nawawi ialah hadis yang diriwayatkan oleh Bukhari dan Muslim tentang 7 golongan yang akan dinaungi ‘Arasy di akhirat nanti. Antara 7 golongan itu salah satunya suka ditekankan di sini sabdanya “Dua orang sahabat yang bersahabat kerana Allah, mereka bertemu kerana Allah dan mereka berpisah juga kerana Allah”.

Persahabatan mereka tidak dicemari langsung apa-apa niat tidak baik atau kepentingan diri atau prasangka dan perbuatan buruk. Semoga kita dikurniakan persahabatan sebegini.

Dalam sebuah hadis lain Rasulullah S.A.W. member gambaran yang mendalam bagi mengukuhkan maksud hadis di atas, Hadis yang diriwayatkan oleh Muslim ini antara lain menceritakan tentang seruan Allah S.W.T. di akhirat nanti:
“Manakah orang yang berkasih sayang dengan sebab kemualiaan-Ku? Kerana hari ini Aku akan naungi mereka dengan naungan Ku pada hari yang tiada naungan lagi selain naungan-Ku.”

AllahuAkbar…

Begitu sekali seruan Allah S.W.T. dalam memberikan ganjaran kepada mereka yang berkasih-sayang dan bersahabat demi mencari keredhaan Allah S.W.T.

KASIH RASULULLAH S.A.W.

Sebuah lagi hadis yang dibawakan oleh Imam al-Nawawi iaitu tentang anjuran serta galakan untuk kita memberitahu sahabat bahawa kita mengasihinya kerana Allah S.W.T.
Hadis diriwayatkan oleh Abu Daud dan al-NAsa’ie, Baginda berkata kepada salah seorang sahabat bernama Mu’az bin Jabal: “Ya Mu’az, demi Allah, sesungguhnya aku mengasihi mu. Kemudian aku ingin berpesan, kepada mu jangan engkau lupa membaca selepas solat doa berikut (yang bermaksud): WAHAI TUHANKU, BANTULAH AKU UNTUK MENGINGATI-MU, BERSYUKUR KEPADA-MU, dan MENGELOKKAN IBADAH UNTUK-MU”.

Lihat bagaimana Rasulullah S.A.W. sendiri memberitahu Mu’az tentang kasih Baginda sebagai seorang sahabat. Kemudian sesudah itu Baginda menunaikan tanggungjawab sebagai sahabat dengan member pesanan berkaitan doa yang amat baik dibaca selepas solat. Itulah sikap seorang sahabat – ikhlas dan inginkan kebaikan dunia dan akhirat bagi sahabatnya!
Ya Allah, kurniakanlah kami sahabat yang mengasihi kami kerana-MU, kurniakan untuk kami kekuatan untuk mengasihi mereka dalam mencari keredhaan- MU dan bantulah kami untuk bersama mentaati-Mu. Amin, ya Rabbal ‘alamin.

Doa minta dikasihi Rakan-Rakan

“Allahumma habbib ‘abdika ha za ilaa ‘ibadikal mu’minina wa habbib ilaiyal mu’minin ”
Maksudnya: “Ya Allah jadikanlah hamba-Mu ini dicintai pada hati orang-orang yang beriman, dan jadikanlah mereka mencintai orang-orang yang beriman”.

(rujuk kitab Mukhtasar Silah al-Mukmin, bab Fi Talab al-Du’a’. karangan Imam al-Zahabi)

Sumber: Solusi - Isu 7.

My Last Email in Robert Bosch Power Tools

2010-02-26T01:12:00.001+08:00

Hi all,

Today will be my last day as Trainee in Robert Bosch Power Tools. After 5 months, it is time to say good bye.

It is an honor to be accepted as a trainee here. The experience and knowledge that I’ve acquired here are far more than I expected to gain. I’m more than proud to tell others that I’ve done my Industrial Training in MFG Dept, Robert Bosch Power Tools. This ‘life changing’ experience will certainly motivate me to become a better person for the country that I love and for the passion to my field of study.

To all who guide, motivate and educate me during my training period (particularly to my supervisor – Sandy and all MFG personnel), THANK YOU VERY MUCH. It’s a pleasure to work and learn alongside with all of you. Thank you for the support and advices.

I also want apologize for any wrong doings, hurtful words or any inconvenient that I’ve caused. Sorry for anything and everything that I've done.

I would like to wish all of you GOOD LUCK for everything that you are and will be working on. I’ll pray for the success of the RBPT (particularly MFG..hehehe) in the future. For the new trainees, good luck!. This is the best opportunity to learn and to develop your soft skills.

I’ll miss you guys very much. It’ll be one more year to complete my studies before I join the job market. The knowledge and experience that I’ve gained here will be put in good use

On behalf of my parents, members of the faculty and university, Thank You for the unforgettable and valueble experience.

Again, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

BeQIK

Mohd Hafiz Safwan Bin Md Rijani

Dip. Mech. Eng. (UiTM 2008)

EM 220, Bachelor of Mechanical Engineering (Mechanical) (Hons.)

Faculty of Mechanical Engineering

Universiti Teknologi MARA Malaysia

Hp : +60 13 – 585 4485

Email : skidezourus@hotmail.com – Facebook

skidezourus@gmail.com – Primary E-mail

Thank You

Regards,

BeQIK

MOHD HAFIZ SAFWAN MD RIJANI

Trainee

PgP2/MFG

Aku suka lagu nih

2010-01-31T05:44:00.002+08:00

Dear readers, This ol' pak cik wanna share something with his GF and wanna make it public..

Sayang...Enjoy the song

Baik Baik Sayang - Wali

Aku tak ingin kau menangis bersedih
Sudahi air mata darimu
Yang aku ingin arti hadir diriku
Kan menghapus dukamu sayang

Karna bagiku kau kehormatanku
Dengarkan dengakan aku

Reff:
Hanya satu pintaku untukmu dan hidupku
Baik baik sayang ada aku untukmu
Hanya satu pintaku disiang dan malammu
Baik baik sayang karna aku untukmu

Semua keinginan akan aku lakukan
Sekuat semampuku sayang
Karna bagiku kau kehormatanku
Dengarkan dengakan aku

Back to Reff:

Another song for you my dear-

I'm Gonna be Around ~ MLTR

It's been so long since we took the time
to share words from deep inside us
We're in our own world spinning our wheels
but you know how I feel

since the first time I took your hand (I'll never do that..We'll wait for that time to come..hehehe)
my love for you has just been growing
You always seem to understand
You know how I am

Chorus:
I'm gonna love you til the end
I'm gonna be your very true friend
I wanna share your ups and downs
I'm gonna be around

When you're alone cause I'm away
don't be sad don't be afraid
I'm gonna turn my thoughts to you
like I always do

Chorus:
I'm gonna love you til the end
I'm gonna be your very true friend...

Catch you when you fall
Hold you when you’re down
Sharing every moment
I wanna show you all I do
I believe I’ve found a miracle
in you

Chorus:
I'm gonna love you til the end
I'm gonna be your very true friend...

To Sayang -
Love ya!!!!!!!!

Lower Secondary School: SMKANT - Part 1

2010-01-29T04:27:00.000+08:00

I wrote several draft on SMKANT..but I never finished it up. Though I always refer those time as the worst time of my life (due to the ..nevermind..), I do held high regards on my teachers and friends. To all my ‘laoshi’ and ‘pengyou’ back in SMKANT – Thank you for the memories!!!!

1995, Tingkatan 1

Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Agama Nibong Tebal

Disember 1995, Penggal persekolahan terakhir yang bermula pada penghujung tahun yang sebelumnya. Mungkin masih ada yang ingat bahawa dahulu penggal persekolahan dirujuk sebagai 95/96 yang membawa maksud penggal persekolahan bermula pada tahun 1995 dan berakhir tahun 1996.

Ia merupakan penggal persekolahan terpanjang kerana ia adalah tahun terakhir kalender sekolah bermula pada tahun sebelumnya.

Aku tahu yang sekolah yang masih dalam pembinaan itu akan di buka. Aku tahu yang sekolah itu akan menumpang di sebuah sekolah rendah baru berdekatan dengan rumah aku. Aku tahu yang aku telah mendapat tempat di sekolah itu lebih awal dari rakan-rakan lain. Aku tahu yang aku nak masuk sekolah itu.

2 minggu sebelum aku mendaftar, aku terlibat dalam proses memasang katil di tingkat atas bangunan sekolah itu. Sebabnya terlalu bersemangat..tambahan pula didorong oleh ayahanda yang pernah menuturkan kata-kata ini “Hang pi la tolong depa nuu, nanti hang nak masuk situ jugak,”.

Hari pertama pendaftaran, aku rasa kerdil bila berhadapan ngan pelajar-pelajar perempuan. Tanggapan awal aku adalah mereka mungkin ‘senior’ aku. Dengan fizikal budak lelaki yang lebih kecil, pelajar perempuan lebih kelihatan seperti ‘akak-akak’.

Aku diberikan nombor katil L009 (nombor ini kemudiannya merujuk kepada apa sahaja kesalahan yang aku buat). L adalah untuk lelaki dan 009 merupakan kedudukan katil aku. Nombor 1,5,9,13,17 dan seterusnya merujuk kepada pelajar kelas 1K1. 2,6,10,14,18,22…merujuk kepada pelajar kelas 1K2, 3,7,11,15,19…merujuk kepada pelajar kelas 1K3 dan 4,8,12,16,20…merujuk kepada pelajar kelas 1K4.

Terdapat kurang daripada 160 orang pelajar keseluruhannya(Ramai yang menolak, ramai yang keluar setelah mendapat tawaran untuk ke SBP atau MRSM, yang tak tahan dan lain-lain lagi)

Memandangkan sekolah tersebut baru, tiada senior, tiada role model, tiada rujukan, tiada sekatan, kesemuanya adalah baru. Tiada locker untuk semua pelajar pada bulan-bulan pertama persekolahan. Tempat mandi pelajar lelaki tidak berbumbung. 2 kolah PVC besar menjadi tempat mandi kami. Tempat mandi pelajar perempuan pula merupakan bilik wuduk yang juga diletakkan kolah PVC.

Sekolah rendah yang menjadi tumpangan kami ialah Sekolah Kebangsaan Seri Sentosa. Adik aku Hafiz Muim ketika itu belajar di sana di tahun 2. Salah seorang gurunya merupakan guruku ketika di Methodist.

Hari pertama, sewaktu berjalan pulang ke blok setelah menikmati minum petang, aku terlihat satu fenomena yang agak menghairankan pada mulanya. Kasut-kasut dan stoking-stokin berterbangan di udara dan jatuh di hadapan aku dan rakan-rakan. Seorang lelaki menjengulkan muka dari koridor asrama dan mula memberi arahan kepada kami untuk mengutip kasut masing-masing dan mengarahkan kami menyusun semuanya atau ia akan ‘terbang lagi’. (Lelaki ‘ganas’ tersebut ialah Cikgu Hasni, quite a soft name for a tough guy like him).

Minggu-minggu pertama persekolahan, hanya ada 5 orang guru. Percaya atau tidak. Hanya 5 orang guru. Sir Hafiz Yau, Ustazah Siti Aishah, Cikgu Hasni, Cikgu Rosli, Ustaz Suhaimi. Hanya selepas itu barulah ada guru-guru lain yang ditugaskan untuk bersama kami.

Tiada tempat menggantungkan baju atau tuala pada bulan pertama persekolahan. Lampu-lampu koridor yang menyala di waktu malam menarik perhatian sejenis kumbang yang berwarna hitam dan akan mati setelah ‘penat’ mengelilingi lampu seterusnya memenuhi segenap ruang koridor. Tentang makanan aku tiada masalah kecuali dengan air kosong atau air masak yang dibekalkan dewan makan. Dengan selambanya brader DM tu tala hos air paip kat dalam bekas ‘air masak’. That memory is still fresh in my head.

I’ll stop here.. I write this to honor my teachers and friends.aku tak berapa suka menulis tentang memori ni (atas beberapa sebab yang berlaku dalam jangkamasa 2-3 tahun kebelakangan ni). Pun begitu, aku harap semua yang membaca nih dapat menyumbangkan memori untuk mengingati segala-gala kepayahan tok guru – tok guru kita dan kita sendiri pada tahun 1995-1996 di SMKA Nibong Tebal.

Somebody is looking for me....I guess

2010-01-14T17:57:00.001+08:00

Since I don't know your phone number...drop me an e-mail at skidezourus@hotmail.com

After 8 years...

2009-12-13T01:57:00.006+08:00

The Final Episode of 'The Trainee'

2009-12-09T22:55:00.003+08:00

It's been more than 5 month. Starting from 5th July 2009 till this Friday (11th December 2009).

5 month of experience...the end is near.

There's no more:

1. Waking up early (at 6am)

2. Drive up 46km to work.

3. Traffic Jam (somewhere at the end of the bridge)

4. Drive back 49km.

5. The rumbling sound of the Power Jack n Milk Run. (i''l miss it dearly)

6. The beeping sound of the Andon.

A new chapter will be replacing 'The Trainee' starting from 4th January 2010.

I'm grateful and thankful to all Robert Bosch Power Tools Sdn Bhd 's personnel.

The THANK YOU VERY MUCH award goes to:

Sandy Chan Hooi Soo - My Boss, My Supervisor (Super Women also..hehehe)

Jenny Khoo Su Yean - My previous supervisor

Mr Thaitchana and his team of NPIs - Bala, Ang, Raja, Anand, CM Lim, Kana, Kumar

Packaging Team (dismissed Sept 09) - Mr Zabani (Pakcik!!!!!) and Zul (Packing Boy)

Wirda - Boss's Sec.

SS Lim - MFG Boss

Mr. Chee - MFG deputy boss

Balu - Motor Line Boss

All CCL - Pung, Jagjeet, Law(Thanks for the wishes), Azhar, Shaik

All PE - Jess, Seah, Cheah, CL Lee, Yeap, Murugan, Tan Tian Heng, Jega, Razaly (Selalu buli aku jugak nih..hehehe)

Lim Boon Yang - SAP system

All Supervisors - Murugan, Bala, Baisal, Nazri, Shaiful, Kak Ummi, Eelam, Nasir, Nazri...and All

Fazura, Maisara, Shahimi, Zaim,shahrin

LO, Feeder and Operators of Shift A n B

Process Auditor - Kak Ika n Naimah

Training Center Personnel - Gotha (THANK YOU for the wise thoughts), Laili, Sangari, Ibrahim, Mazlan, Nuweeta, Ratha

Warehouse guys - Zul, Shahir, Nazri, Di, Forklift, power jack and milkrun driver.

CLP - Semua2lah

PJM - Irwan Muzaffar n Bak Kah Fei,

Contract cleaner - Pak Cik Chot (sudi temankan aku makan tgh hari) and one bangla guy who help me when i accidently injured my finger.

Kak Ruby

Fellow Trainees - How can I forget you guys..Keep In touch eh!!!! > Miss Chong Yoke Mun, Sebastian Schaetzl, Miku @ Ch'ng Beng Khoon, Oh Su Min, Loke Jun Hao, Ah Boon, Stefan and also the JUNIORS!!! Anthony, Heng, Marcus, Chua, Mit, You,

HR - Janet, Norezan

CFA - Dunno who but THANK YOU for the Cheques.

Guards - Their friendly faces made my worst day become better. Pak Ya - Thank You for driving me to the clinic .

Mr Schanz - Plant Manager > We never spoke but thank you anyway..hehehe.

It is time to say goodbye. Thank you for the 'life changing' experiences.

Thank you for the inputs. Thank you for the wise thoughts. Thank you for the allowance. Thank you for your hospitality. Thank you for the subsidize rice. Thank you for the help. Thank you for the guidance.....THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.

BeQIK, Be Better, Be Bosch.

Together We Progress

Mohd Hafiz Safwan Bin Md Rijani

4 month as Trainee..

2009-11-07T17:02:00.002+08:00

Hi all,

5/11/09 was the last day in the office. But earlier, I've signed an offer letter to stay a month longer. My new last day in RBPT will be on 11 Disember 2009.

6/11/09...My access to the plant was denied. I couldn't get in. The screen showed 'Card is not registered'...WTF??? A rude way to start my one month extension period. However, the problem was not a big one..The guards were familiar with my face and allowed me in to continue my job. Since my supervisor was on MC, I escalated the problem and deal with my boss's boss.

Sigh...

During this 4 month, I endured so many problems. Ranging from personal to professional problem. It's true that problems with machine were more easier to handle compare to problems with human being. Dealing with people is more challenging than the machines. Until now, I never spoke to that guy from the warehouse.

Being a local trainee in local industry is challenging. The operators thought that I'm here to make their life more miserable. It's a different story when it came to foreign trainee (Germany). However, I hope that I had made a good impression to my employer.

Last 2 months were the most hectic. In average, I never arrived home earlier than 8 pm every day. Just imagine waking up at 6am, went out at 6.30 am and arrived home at 8pm. 3 hours is my life (before I went to sleep at 11 pm). The time were utilised to have dinner, facebooking, reading online newspaper, talk to my parents and sister. But then, I'm in better position compared to the operators and supervisors. They were on 12 hours shift (actually it was just 8 hour but now they are striving to clear the backlogs, 4 hours of OT) 6 days per week. Their shift start at 6.30 am. Imagine those who live as far as Baling and Sg. Petani, woke up at 4 am every day and arrived home at 8.30pm.

Last week, my visiting lecturer came to observe me and talked to my supervisor. Alhamdulillah, my supervisor gave a good impression of my performance to him. The only things left is to write the report and hand it in before 13/11/09.

As a 26 years old degree students, I receive compliments in the form of perceptions. Most of them thought that I'm 22 years old (max). I know what you guys think. It's a true story though. Hehehehe

So far, I'm happy with the training environment. That's why I accept their offer to extend my training period.

I'll be back in Shah Alam for my final year. I haven't think about my 2 years target. Next year will be hell.

Next year, I'll start thinking for my self more and less for others. It's not about being ignorant. It's about being fair to my self. I sacrificed a lot to others and at the end....Umm, ok..I just keep it to myself.

Personal life is great. Sometimes lonely. Ok..Most of the time. HAhahahahaha

Dear Readers. Sorry if I wasted your time.

Till then.

1 Tahun 10 Hari...Pak Teh Meninggalkan Dunia Ini Buat Selama-Lamanya

2009-10-10T21:49:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum W.B.T.

Semalam genap 1 tahun 10 hari Pak Teh di rawat di HKL.

Innalillahiwainnailahirajiun.

Pak Teh (Abdul Halim Md Ibrahim) telah dijemput Ilahi di Wad Neuro HKL lebih kurang jam 7.50 ptg, 9 Oktober 2009. Jenazah dikebumikan jam 1 pagi, 10 Oktober...Di kala ahli2 keluarga sedang bergerak menuju ke Shah Alam dari pelbagai destinasi di utara.

Al fatihah untuk Mamu Halim.

Di kesempatan ini, saya selaku anak saudara arwah ingin mengucapkan berbanyak terima kasih kepada kakitangan IKTAR (Institut Kaji Saraf) , Wad Neuro Hospital Kuala Lumpur, yang telah banyak membantu sepanjang 1 TAHUN 10 HARI ini. Jasa2 kalian hanya ALLAH sahaja yang mampu membalasnya. Terima Kasih kepada Dr. Safari yang telah merawat pak menakan saya.

Terima Kasih.

Di sini aku nak paste balik apa yang aku tulis selepas pengalaman beraya di HKL tahun lepas.

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Update:
Pak Teh masih di wad Neuro 4A Institut Kaji Saraf Tunku Abdul Rahman (IKTAR) Hosp Kuala Lumpur. Telah mula membuka matanya 19/10 hari tu. Beliau masih lemah dan semakin kurus setiap hari. Masih belum mampu buat apa2 lagi termasuklah menggerakkan kakinya. 5 hari selepas di bedah dia dimasukkan ke ICU. Seminggu di ICU sebelum dipindahkan semula ke Acute Cubicle Ward. Hari nih 6 Nov genap 39 hari dia dirawat.

Raya...Setahun sekali, perayaan yang membawa keriangan kepada kita semua. Berkumpul sekeluarga di pagi raya. Bersalaman, berpelukan memohon ampun dan maaf atas segala kesilapan yang telah dilakukan. Menghadap juadah di pagi raya, bersembahyang sunat hari raya, kunjung-mengunjung dan memburu duit raya dari saudara mara...semuanya di hari lebaran. Namun ia tidak begitu bagi aku dan keluarga aku tahun ini.

Selama hidup aku 25 tahun ini, inilah kali pertama aku menilai kembali maksud disebalik sambutan hari raya. Raya tahun ini sesungguhnya akan aku kenang sebagai hari yang mengubah persepsi aku terhadap kegembiraan, kesyukuran, erti pengorbanan dan kesabaran dalam menghadapi ujian.

Berita
Isnin, 29 Ramadhan 1429H..Hari-hari terakhir ramadhan. Aku, Muim dan Akmal (adik2 aku)telah pulang pada malam hari Jumaat sebelumnya menaiki kereta wira bapak aku yang dibawa ke Banting oleh adik aku yang nombor 2, Hilmi. Dia pulang keesokkannya bersama-sama dengan isteri menaiki kereta isterinya. Raya kali ini kurang kemeriahannya pada kami sekeluarga. Buat pertama kalinya Hasni (adik ipar aku) akan beraya bersama kami sekeluarga namun seluruh ahli keluarga aku sedar yang kami telah kehilangan 2 orang bapa saudara dalam bulan-bulan terdekat sebelum ramadhan(refer my previous post). Rutin hari tu lebih kurang macam hari-hari lain, cuma aku berbuka puasa kat kampung mak aku di Jawi. Balik lepas berbuka tuh tetiba sakit perut. Aku tak jadi pegi Tarawih malam tuh.

Jam 9.00 malam, telefon rumah berdering. Aku agak pelik bila kat Caller ID tu tertera nama dan nombor telefon rumah Pak Teh (Adik bapak aku yang ke-6). Aku angkat gagang telefon tuh dan terdengar suara mak teh yang tercungap-cungap di hujung talian. "Bagitau Bapak, Pak Teh kena strok!" Aku jadi kaget. Macam mana nak tolong? Jarak 350km memisahkan antara Nibong Tebal dan Shah Alam membuatkan aku termenung sebentar memikirkan jalan terbaik untuk membantu. Aku tunggu 5 minit sebelum buat panggilan ke rumah Pak Teh, Nana (Alya Liyana, anak sulung Pak Teh) yang menjawab telefon dan aku sarankan untuk buat panggilan kecemasan untuk panggil ambulan kerana tak ada jiran yang dapat membantu ketika itu (semua tengah sibuk semayang tarawih). Kemudian aku ke surau untuk maklumkan berita tu kat bapak n mak aku. Nampak position bapak aku kat belakang imam, tahulah aku yang bapak aku jadik bilal malam tuh. Aku tunggu kat saf belakang sampai habis rakaat tu (kalau tak silap dah 6 rakaat dah time tu) . Bapak aku baru saja capai mikrofon bila aku tepuk bahunya dan mintak dia bagi mikrofon tu kat orang lain dan keluar dari dewan sembahyang. Takut jugak aku time tu. Takut bapak aku collapse sebab dah 2 orang abang dia meninggal, tiba-tiba sorang lagi pulak sakit kronik. Alhamdulillah, tak dak apa-apa terjadi kat dia dan kami terus pulang ke rumah.

Bapak aku dah penat malam tuh, so dia plan nak pi tengok pak teh keesokkannya walaupun aku dah offer nak drive ke sana malam tu jugak. Mungkin dia tau yang aku pun letih jugak time tu. Keesokkannya, lepas sahur bapak aku suruh berehat secukupnya sebab nak ajak aku pi Hosp Kelang pagi tu. Pukul 10 pagi kami bertolak dari rumah. Singgah kat Tapah untuk ke tandas dan minum kopi sebelum meneruskan perjalanan ke selatan. Itu adalah hari terakhir puasa (30 Ramadhan 1429H) hari selasa.

Hospital Kelang (Hosp Tuanku Ampuan Rahimah)
Pak Teh dikhabarkan telah dimasukkan ke Hospital Kelang, Wad 8A. Mak Teh SMS bapak aku bagitau yang dia ok, boleh bercakap(walaupun tak brapa paham apa benda yang dia cakap) dan boleh ikut arahan physiotherapist. Kami tiba jam 1.30 petang dan Pak Teh kelihatan seperti tengah tidur dan dadanya berombak-ombak lemah, berbeza dengan keadaan yang digambarkan oleh Mak Teh sebelum itu. Nurse hanya datang untuk menyedut air liur dan memeriksa dripnya. Kata Mak Teh dia tiba-tiba tutup mata sejak jam 12 lebih dan dah tak sedar dah. Kawan-kawan sekerja Pak Teh memanggil doktor (Doktor perempuan berbangsa Cina) untuk memeriksanya dan salah satu daripada kata-katanya tersebut masih terngiang-ngiang kat telinga aku nih "We know what we are doing," ..padahal tak buat apa-apa pun. Tak pasti la pulak sama ada doktor tu tgh buat housemanship atau memang doktor senior. Bapak aku suruh Mak Teh untuk pulang berehat setelah menemaninya sejak semalaman. Pukul 3 petang, mungkin setelah didesak oleh rakan-rakan Pak Teh dan bapak aku, muncul seorang doktor lelaki berbangsa Cina yang nampak lebih meyakinkan dari segi penampilan dan gaya bercakapnya. Nurse mula memasang alat-alat bacaan di badan Pak Teh dan ketika itu, Doktor tersebut kelihatan agak terganggu(mula jadi concern) dan mula memberikan rawatan kepada pakteh di dalam cubicle ward kat tengah-tengah wad 8A tu. Sebelum itu, bapak aku sempat tanya doktor tu "How worse can it be?"..dia jawab "This is the worse state,". Alat bantuan pernafasan(ventilator) mula di pasang dan mesin untuk monitor BP(Blood Pressure), HR (Heart Rate), SPo2 (Oxygen) pun di sambungkan ke badan dia. Situasi nampaknya menjadi lebih teruk.

Critical Cubicle Ward
Aku rasa bilik kecil kat tengah-tengah wad 8A tu bukan ICU, cuma bilik untuk observe patient yang kritikal. CT scan dibuat dan menunjukkan bahawa otak Pak Teh dibanjiri cecair yang entah mana datangnya dan ketika itu sedang menekan otaknya. Tekanan dalam tengkorak semakin bertambah dan pembedahan perlu dilakukan pantas sebelum kerosakan mana-mana bahagian otak yang lain. Film CT scan awal tidak menunjukkan sebarang bengkak atau kerosakan melainkan kawasan yang terjejas akibat strok. Namun dalam beberapa jam sahaja tekanan semakin bertambah di dalam otaknya menyebabkan mereka hanya ada satu sahaja pilihan iaitu melakukan pembedahan untuk menyelamatkan nyawanya. Namun HTAR tak dak kemudahan untuk pembedahan tersebut. Kami diberitahu hanya Hosp. Sg. Buluh dan Hospital Kuala Lumpur sahaja yang ada kemudahan tersebut buat masa ini. Aku disuruh ke Shah Alam untuk membawa Mak Teh Ke HTAR semula kerana keadaannya sudah mulai kritikal. Kami juga dimaklumkan yang Hosp. Sg. Buloh dan HKL telah penuh dan tidak dapat menerima Pak Teh sebagai pesakit. Jam ketika itu telah menunjukkan pukul 3 petang. Bermulalah saat mendebarkan bagi kami, saudara-mara dan sahabat Pak Teh. Rakan-rakan Pak Teh cuba menghubungi kenalan mereka untuk membantunya. Aku dan bapak aku hanya mampu berdoa kerana tidak tahu lagi apa yang boleh kami lakukan ketika itu. Aku dah mula risau...

Buka Puasa di Hari Terakhir Ramadhan
Mak Teh, Nana dan Zakuan (anak Pak Teh yang no 2) berada di HTAR menemaninya dan melayani rakan-rakan dan kenalan Pak Teh yang datang melawat. Pukul 6 petang, masih tiada apa-apa berita tentang kekosongan atau kesanggupan HSB atau HKL untuk menerima Pak Teh. Aku teringat tentang adik-adik yang berada di rumah, masih ada 5 orang anaknya yang ditinggalkan di rumahnya di TTDI Jaya, U2 Shah Alam. Aku ngan bapak aku keluar untuk membeli makan buat habuan berbuka bagi kami semua, singgah di Mc D kat area Klinik Bersalin Razif (dekat hosp Kelang) untuk beli burger. Aku segera ke Shah Alam utnuk berbuka dengan budak-budak tu (Tete, Bah, Amin, Hanis dan Baby). Tete dan Bah diamanahkan untuk menjaga adik-adik mereka dan mereka menjalankan tugas dengan baik. Aku sampai di rumah Pak Teh 5 minit sebelum berbuka dan Wow..nampaknya aku terlebih risua tentang mereka. Banyak makan untuk berbuka di rumah, Uncle Husni (rakan sekerja Pak Teh) membelikan satu Barrel KFC, Pak Chaq dan Isteri bawak gulai ayam seperiuk, burger Mc Chicken yang aku beli macam tak laku la pulak..banyak lagi makanan lain yang lebih best. Rezeki budak-budak tu dan rezeki aku jugak. Masa berbuka, aku pesan kat diorang supaya solat dan berdoa supaya ayah selamat. Budak-budak tu diam, Tete cakap kat aku "Abang, kita solat berjemaah, abang jadi imam lepas tu kita buat solat hajat," aku dah nak nangis...aku tahan jugak air mata aku padahal dah berkaca-kaca dah.."Kita baca yasin sekali ye," Amin(darjah 3) mencelah. Aku setuju dan selesai makan, aku keluar ke kedai kejap sebelum mengajak mereka sembayang maghrib berjemaah. selesai solat jemaah, kami bertakbir dan bertahmid. Aku sempat buat tazkirah ngan budak2 tuh. Aku cakap tentang dugaan...Seterusnya aku imamkan solat isya' dan ajarkan niat dan cara-cara solat hajat sebelum mengimami solat hajat. Amin lah yang paling lama sujud. Aku teruskan dengan megetuai bacaan yasin dan terus bergegas untuk ke HTAR.

Doa Anak-Anak Kecil Itu Dimakbulkan
Aku sampai di HKL jam 10 malam, bapak kelihatan letih. Rupanya dia tak makan apa pun untuk berbuka sebab silap kira berapa orang yang ada kat HTAR. Berita buruk ketika itu ialah HKL n HSB masih enggan untuk ambik kes Pak Teh kerana ketiadaan tempat. Aku mengeluh time tuh. Dalam hati, aku berdoa supaya Allah makbulkan doa anak-anak kecik tuh. Akhirnya, berita yang agak baik walaupun tidak membantu sangat, HKL ada katil kosong tapi takdak ventilator. Ayark!!! Aku dah mula optimistic dah time tuh..Ajak bapak aku carik makan kat HospiMart kat tepi lobby kecemasan tu. tapi HospiMart tutup daaa..Bapak aku makan baki burger yang dia beli tadi, salah seorang dari diorang nih tak makan (Mak Teh, Nan dan Zakuan). Rakan Pak Teh iaitu Aunty D ketika itu sibuk membuat panggilan kesana-kemari untuk membantu Pak Teh. Akhirnya lebih kurang jam 11 malam, berita gembira buat kami semua. HKL terima kes Pak Teh dan akan dipindahkan ke sana. Syukran..aku bersyukur banyak-banyak..sempat aku dongak ke langit dan mengucapkan syukur sambil hati aku berbisik " Ya Allah, engkau telah makbulkan doa anak-anak kecil itu dan doa kami..syukur.......," Yeahoo... Thank You Aunty D..Tima Kasih banyak-banyak..Banyak jasa Aunty D nih kepada keluarga kami bermula malam tu sehinggalah ketika jari-jari aku nih mengetuk keyboard mengarang post nih.Tak terhitung dan tak terbalas rasanya. Adik-adik yang tinggal kat rumah diambil dan dijaga oleh Aunty D bermula dari malam itu sehinggalah habis cuti sekolah mereka.

Pukul 1 pagi, 1 Oktober 2008 bersamaan 1 Syawal 1429H, Segala dokumen telah disiapkan dan Pak Teh telah dipindahkan ke atas troli ambulan yang bakal membawanya ke HKL. Aku diminta untuk menaiki ambulan menemaninya sepanjang perjalanan. Aku sempat berbual-bual dengan doktor yang membantu pernafasan Pak Teh sepanjang perjalanan ke HKL. Bandar Kelang yang sesak tu dapt di 'cilok' dengan mudah oleh driver yang amat cekap itu walaupun pada aku suasana dalam ambulan tu sangat2 la violent. Tangan aku kebas sebab tahan tong oksigen yang dibawak tu dari tertimpa kaki Pak Teh. Sepanjang perjalanan, doktor (ada sorang doktor melayu yang mungkin bertugas shift malam) yang merawat Pak Teh meminta nurse untuk bacakan data-data dalam fail pesakit. Antara yang aku dapat paham ialah WBC(white blood cell count) lebih dari 14 yang menunjukkan Pak Teh terkena jangkitan. Suhu badannya pun agak panas gak waktu tuh. sempat berborak-borak dengan doktor tu pasal stroke. Dia pun banyak jugak laa tanya pasal sejarah penyakit keluarga side bapak aku. Last skali dia bagi aku nasihat suruh jaga badan.

Hospital Kuala Lumpur
Ambulan sampai di HKL kira-kira jam 1.30 pagi. Pak Teh diusung masuk ke bahagian kritikal Wad Kecemasan HKL. Di bahagian rawatankecemasan kritikal, kami tidak dibenarkan masuk melawat ketika alat observe dari HTAR di tukar dengan milik HKL. Keadaan Pak Teh kelihatan lebih teruk ketika itu. Heart Beat Rate dia tak stabil sampai kadang-kadang turun sampai 40. Ada sorang doktor yang namanya kalau tak silap Dr. Kanesh memeriksa Pak Teh dan menyemak segala dokumen yang di bawa dari HTAR. Lebih kurang pukul 2 pagi, ada sorang lagi doktor (doktor lelaki cina, Dr Tan kot) memanggil kami dan menjelaskan tentang apa yang sedang dialami oleh Pak Teh.

Segala penjelasan mengenai prosedur pembedahan, risiko yang bakal dihadapi dan kemungkinan-kemungkina yang tak pasti dijelaskan dengan terperinci. 2 orang doktor ni menjelaskan segala-galanya dengan baik dan difahami oleh kami semua waktu tu. Mak Teh menurunkan tandatangan kebenaran untuk pembedahan dan kebenaran untuk buat blodd transfusion sekiranya berlaku pendarahan semasa pembedahan. Akhirnya Pak Teh di bawa ke dewan bedah neurologi Institut Kaji Saraf Tunku Abdul Rahman(IKTAR) jam 3.30 pagi 1 Syawal 1429 bersamaan denan 1 Oktober 2008.

Pagi Raya...
Mak Teh dan Nana diminta untuk mengikut adik Mak Teh pulang berehat setelah seharian menunggu sejak di HTAR. Mak Teh lagi teruk dah 2 hari dah tak tidur. Tinggallah aku dan bapak aku kat bilik menunggu depan dewan bedah neuro di Tingkat -1 IKTAR HKL. Aku cuba nak tidur tapi tak dapat. Last-last aku bersembang dengan sorang akak ni dengan anaknya yang sedang menunggu kat bilik tu jugak sebab suami dia baru lepas di bedah akibat kemalangan jalan raya. 3 kali pembedahan tu. Bapak aku pun cuba tidur. Lelap sekejap tapi tak dapat lelap sepenuhnya. Mungkin terganggu dengan perbualan aku dan makcik tu (sorry bapak).

Saat yang dinanti akhirnya tiba. Pak Teh diusung keluar dari dewan bedah jam 8.15 pagi tanggal 1 Syawal 1429H. Kami beruda sempat berbual dengan pakar bedah neuro yang bertanggungjawab membedah kepala Pak Teh. "The operation went well, no excessive bleeding, no need for transfusion. Apa yang perlu dibuat telah kami buat." Thank You Dr. (Don't know his name). Ketika nurse pakaikan Pak Teh dengan baju hospital, salah sorang dari nurse tu bagitau yang mereka kehabisan adult pampers size XL dan mintak pihak keluarga sediakan. Aku bagitau yang ada baki lagi pampers yang dibawa dari HTAR dan berada dalam kereta. Aku turun dari tingkat 1 dan menuju ke tempat letak kereta yang terletak betul-betul bertentangan dengan pintu masuk masjid HKL yang berada di belakang IKTAR. Sambil berjalan menaiki tangga tiba-tiba aku terdengar suara dari pembesar suara masjid sedang bertakbir dan bertahmid. Aku teringat yang pagi tu adalah pagi raya. Air mata meleleh di pipi aku masa tu. Aku pandang ke depan mengadap masjid berlatar belakangkan KLCC sambil menyeka air mata. Aku menangis bukan sebab sedih, tapi sebab gembira dan terharu atas pengertian raya yang sangat berlainan dan unik kali ni.

Aidil Fitri 1429
Aku tersentuh dengan segala yang aku lihat dan alami sepanjang berada di HTAR dan HKL. Masa kat HTAR malam tu sebelum Pak Teh dibawa ke HKL bapak aku cakap "Cuba tengok berapa ramai yang beraya kat hospital atas sebab-sebab yang berlainan. Yang bekerja(nurse, maintainence kebersihan), yang sakit(pesakit-pesakit), yang menjaga ahli keluarga yang sakit, yang melawat..semuanya ada sebab masing-masing. Kenapa tak dak mana-mana NGO Islam yang datang menjenguk depa-depa ni pada malam raya? Selain dari pergi dari rumah-ke rumah untuk bertakbir dan bertahmid di malam raya, rasanya banyak lagi yang boleh dibuat untuk menunjukkan semangat raya." Aku mengiyakan kata-kata bapak aku. Aku sendiri pun tak pernah terfikir pasal benda camtu. Aku teringat yang aku pernah persoalkan (masa aku kat sana tahun 2003-2004) kenapa PMI UTM(Persatuan Mahasiswa Islam Univ. Teknologi Malaysia) tak pernah buat program selain dari program-program kerohanian sedangkan Persatuan Mahasiswa Buddha UTM dok buat program-program charity. Ibadah bukan setakat pengisian kerohanian. Rasanya dan NGO Islam kita perlukan reformasi dalam menunjukkan bahawa kita ambil peduli tentang golongan-golongan ini ketika yang lain sibuk bergembira. Insaf sebentar mengingatkan yang kami(aku, bapak dan ahli keluarga yang lain) tak pernah terfikir tentang benda-benda macam ni. Syawal 1429H ini menunjukkan kepada aku dan bapak aku erti Aidil Fitri bagi golongan-golongan yang aku sebutkan tadi. Semoga ada pihak yang memahami segala apa yang aku tulis di sini dan mula merancang untuk membuat kelainan dalam sambutan Aidil Fitri di masa akan datang.

Pagi raya tu aku teringat tentang mak dan adik-adik. Aku dapat rasakan kesedihan mereka beraya tanpa aku dan bapak. Namun aku sangat-sangat percaya bahawa mereka semua memahami apa yang berlaku di Klang dan KL adalah ketentuan Ilahi untuk kami mensyukuri nikmat telah dicurahkan selama kami hidup. Sekurang-kurangnya aku dan bapak masih sihat walaupun kami tiada di samping mereka. Tak macam keluarga Pak Teh yang diduga dengan cubaan yang besar ketika keseluruhan umat Islam bersedia untuk menyambut lebaran bersama keluarga tersayang. Raya kali memang benar-benar meninggalkan kesan kepada aku dan Bapak.

Aku cakap kat bapak aku "Bapak, kalau kita tak datang sini pun kita tak mungkin dapat beraya macam ni. Takut kita menyesal pulak kalau kita tak datang tolong depa." Raya 1429H menunjukkan pada aku pengorbanan seorang abang(bapak aku), pengorbanan seorang isteri (Mak Teh dan mak aku), pengorbanan anak-anak (Nana, Zakuan, Tete, Bah, Amin, Hanis dan Baby dan adik-adik aku) ketika dugaan melanda keluarga kami. Kesediaan mak dan adik-adik melepaskan aku dan bapak aku untuk pergi membantu dikala semua saudara-mara berdekatan Shah Alam telah pulang ke Pulau Pinang amat aku sanjung tinggi.

Aku dan bapak bertolak pulang ke Nibong Tebal jam 8 malam dan tiba lebih kurang jam 1.30 pagi 2 Oktober 2008 @ 2 Syawal 1429H. Sampai saja terus aku peluk mak aku sambil aku tahan air mata supaya tak menangis. Baru aku teringat yang aku tak beraya dengan bapak aku lagi.

Kesal
Aku, bapak, Mak Teh dan keluarganya serta rakan-rakan Pak Teh agak kesal dengan apa yang berlaku di HTAR sepanjang Pak Teh dirawat di sana. Kami terimanya sebagai takdir Allah S.W.T. Aku tak nak tulis apa-apa lagi tapi cukuplah sekiranya aku nyatakan yang ia bukan setakat jawapan Dr muda yang merawat Pak Teh, ia juga berkaitan dengan layanan yang diberikan oleh para jururawat di sana. Pun begitu, aku memahami segala kelakuan itu mungkin berpunca akibat kekurangan tenaga kerja, bebanan tugas yang dipikul dan perasaan bertugas semasa hari lebaran. Aku anggap ia bukan masalah di HTAR sahaja tetapi di seluruh negara. Malaysia memerlukan sistem kesihatan awam yang lebih baik sesuai dengan tarafnya sebagai negara yang bakal mengorak langkah menjadi negara maju menjelang 2020.

Ucapan Terima Kasih dan Selamat Hari Raya
Aku nak ucapkan jutaan terima kasih kepada semua kakitangan(nurse, doktor, maintainence), dan pesakit-pesakit di wad 8A HTAR yang banyak membantu Mak Teh sekeluarga. Terutamanya kepada doktor yang mengikut kami di dalam ambulan yang tidak aku ketahui namanya, nurse peramah yang jugak aku tak tahu namanya yang turut berada di dalam ambulan ketika dalam perjalanan ke HKL, driver ambulan dan attenden yang membantu Pak Teh, pakar anesthetic HTAR (doktor lelaki cina-bulat2 skit badan dia) dan doktor yang concern tetiba tuh.

Di HKL, ucapan terima kasih aku kepada Dr. Kanesh, Dr. Tan, Dr. Saffari, Dr. Kan dan semua doktor dan nurse dalam wad bedah neuro di IKTAR yang telah menyelamatkan nyawa Pak Teh. Terima Kasih. Terima kasih jugak kepada nurse di wad 4A, nurse di wad Acute Cubicle 4A dan kepada nurse di Neuro ICU IKTAR. Terima Kasih.

Terima kasih juga kepada rakan-rakan sekerja Pak Teh dari UiTM yang tak putus-putus datang membantu Mak Teh dan keluarganya semasa menempuh saat-saat yang sukar tanpa sokongan ahli keluarga terdekat. Prof Zaini, Uncle Kamal, Uncle Husni serta ramai lagi yang tak dapat aku tulis nama diorang sebab tak sempat berkenalan. Terima kasih.

Rakan-rakan Pakteh ketika di WMU (West Michigan University) dan ketika di Manchester turut datang melawatnya. Terima kasih jugak dari aku utnuk kalian.

Anak-anak muridnya yang turut datang melawat..terima kasih jugak untuk kalian.

Special thanks to FADZILAH AZAM AHMAD (ASSOC. PROF.) or Aunty D dan hubby, Uncle Salim or SALIM PARLAN and their children. Terima Kasih kerana menjaga dan menggembirakan hati sepupu-sepupu aku diwaktu dugaan ini melanda. Terima Kasih banyak2 aunty D atas bantuan yang tak terkira banyaknya.

Terima kasih dan Selamat Hari Raya kepada semua yang aku sebutkan dan yang tak tersebut dan membantu secara langsung atau tak langsung.

Pak Teh
Abdul Halim Bin Mohamed Ibrahim (Assoc. Prof), Deputy Dean (Research & Quality) Faculty of Business Administration, Universiti Teknologi MARA. Adik kepada bapak aku. Dia no. 6, Bapak yang ke-5 dari 9 adik beradik.

Terkini
Setelah 10 hari Pak Teh dibedah, keadaannya semakin baik. Dia dah mula bernafas sendiri dan dah ada reaksi. Namun dia masih di wad neuro ICU.

Mixed Feeling...

2009-09-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

Salam

I'm in Nibong Tebal..using my brother's lappy. Now the time is 10.18 pm..The night of Eid Fitri.

My sister in law and Hannah Humaira is here with us. Alhamdulillah..the baby is getting stronger everyday.

I'm typing this post with mixed feeling. I'm happy, sad, excited, frustrated, exhausted...

This is the first time Akmal is not here to celebrate Eid with us. Thousands of miles away from home. Yet he manage to get a taste of Raya in St. Peter.

This is the first Raya with a new family member..Hannah Humaira. She's here with us.

Today is exactly a year (in Hijr Calender) since Pak Teh warded in HKL. Now, he is fighting for his life again. Last year, we (my dad and I) were there..waiting in front of the operating theatre.

Since the last 2 weeks, I am confused. I am not sure whether I'm in love or not. (I now that some of you might try to throw up..I don't care..hehehehe)

Frustrated with one or 2 people won't harm me. But, since it involve my parents..I have the reason to be very angry at the time.

This year, I still get my duit raya. As expected, most of my family members prayed so that I'll be blessed with a good wife. Currently, I'm single and available..

I need a vacation..badly..

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-20T02:03:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Ucapan Selamat Hari Raya ini ditujukan kepada :

1. Semua Umat Islam dan para pembaca blog ini.
2. Rakan2 sekolah (SRK Methodist Nibong Tebal 90-95, SMKA Nibong Tebal96-00, SMK Methodist Nibong Tebal 96-00, Sekolah Menengah Sultan Abd Halim 96-00)
3. Rakan Matrikulasi Kolej Taj Mac 2001-2002
4.UTM Skudai 2002-2006
5.UiTM Pulau Pinang (senior dan junior yang mengenali ku Nov 2004-2007)
6. UiTM Shah Alam 2008-current
7. Staff Robert Bosch Power Tools Sdn Bhd
8. Jiran2 rumah sewa Anjung Kristal, Seksyen 7, Shah Alam

Ibu Bapa, adik beradik, saudara mara, sahabat handai, jiran tetangga....

Di hari mulia ini ku pohon ampun dan maaf..

o-o yer.

Sekali Lagi..

Selamat hari Raya Aidil Fitri.
Mohd Hafiz Safwan Md Rijani

New Member of My Family...Welcome on Board my Dear

2009-09-07T22:41:00.005+08:00

My Dear Readers,

This is my niece. I'm Officially a Pak Cik (Uncle) from now on. She was born during the night of Nuzul Quran at 0354 Hours.

Hi sweetie. I'm your uncle. You can call me Wak Nang Safwan or Mamu Safwan (Wak Nang = respectable older person, Nang - LaNANG means man) (Mamu = Uncle).

It's 4 am....31st August 2009 - Warkah buat Ibunda dan Ayahanda

2009-08-31T03:23:00.004+08:00

Salam Merdeka buat semua.

Di kesempatan ini, saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Kebangsaan ke 52 kepada semua RAKYAT MALAYSIA terutamanya semua pembaca blog yang tak berapa dilawati sangat ini..hehehe

-------Kelahiranku------------

31 ogos adalah tarikh kelahiran ku..tanggal ini pada tahun 1983 jam 1.20 pagi di Hosp. Daerah Sg. Bakap, seorang wanita telah bertarung nyawa untuk melahirkan anak sulungnya. Anak sulungnya kini sedang menaip warkah yang sedang anda baca.

Kepada ibundaku, Pn. Hamidah Binti Sukaroo, anakanda ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kerana telah melahirkan, menjaga, menyusu, memberi pakaian, perlindungan, kasih sayang, pendidikan dan segala-galanya buat diriku. Maafkan anakanda kerana masih belum dapat membalas jasa ibunda yang tidak mungkin mampu anakanda balas sepenuhnya. Anakanda bersyukur kerana dilahirkan oleh seorang ibu yang solehah, yang taat kepada Allah S.W.T, suami dan keluarga juga seorang pendidik yang sangat berdedikasi terhadap anak didiknya tanpa mengira kaum dan agama. Terima Kasih Ibunda.

Kepada Ayahanda, En Md Rijani Bin Md Ibrahim, Anakanda juga ingin mengucapkan terima kasih atas segala2 yang telah ayahanda curahkan kepada anakanda. Anakanda bersyukur kerana telah dikurniakan seorang bapa yang sangat penyayang dan sanggup berkorban demi keluarga. Anakanda memohon maaf atas segala kesusahan yang telah anakanda lakukan kepada ayahanda dan bonda. Anakanda berjanji untuk berjaya dalam pelajaran dan seterusnya dapat membantu agama, bangsa dan negara kita.

Kepada Ayahanda dan Ibunda yang ku cintai, doakanlah semoga anakanda mu ini kuat dalam menghadapi segala cabaran hidup dan dijauhi dari segala musibah. Anakanda mohon restu ayahanda dan bonda untuk meneruskan perjuangan anakanda yang belum lagi selesai.

Salam Sayang daripada Anakanda mu

Mohd Hafiz Safwan Bin Md Rijani

Muhammad - Yang Terpuji

Hafiz - Penjaga/Pelindung

Safwan - Bersih, ikhlas

Fasting Month, Practical Training, Traffic Jam, Monsoon, Sebastian's Last Day

2009-08-28T22:16:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum W.B.T.

I'm writing this post while listening to my father's voice reciting the Holy Quran. It is Ramadhan..Bonus month for the Muslims. Happy Fasting to all Muslim's.

Here in Robert Bo*ch, my industrial training is currently at its peak. High volume of job + one @#%$# (I'm really pissed of with this guy-from another department) made my day worst everyday. I'm trying to cope with everything but seems like it is still not enough.Sigh!!!.

Since Monday, the traffic jam was bad as the usual Friday.

Rain...Its raining everyday...Yeah...

Today is the last day for Sebastian Schaetzl. He is a trainee for the BPS (Bo*ch Production System) since March. He helped me and Yoke Mun (another trainee for BPS in MFG dept.) a lot. Tq my friend. I'll be replacing him starting next week. The 1st task will be the L33.....watta..watta.... Bye Sebastian..

Tagged - Not the OL Community...By Makcik Huda

2009-08-16T20:58:00.006+08:00

This post written after being tagged by Cik Da (Altered already..Sori Cik Da). This is her blog. She is the best non-male friend I ever had. We both share the same birthday. We met during our years in UTM. Before that we were both from Kolej Taj (Sungkai) but never get to know each other. I knew that there are 2-3 more students of Taj which share the same birthday with me. One is Muiz, her classmate.

Ok..here we go.

1. Anda rasa anda hot?
Tak...walaupun saya gelap

(kebolehan menyerap haba yang lebih baik berbanding kulit cerah) tapi saya tak pernah hot. Kebelakangan ini saya

hot dengan orang kat dalam warehouse yang kurang ajar itu. Aku yang cool nih pun boleh jadik hot..ok..berbalik kepada persoalan itu..errr..sebelum saya jawab..hot tu hot kat ner tuh?..temperature? bentuk badan yang agak curvy? (Mak Hayam Gebuzzz bak kata azwan)? Hot Inside? suka makan Hot Plate?

2. Upload gambar kegemaran anda.

3. Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?
Gambar sebelum adinda ku (Muhammad Hafiz Akmal - yang pakai smart tu) bertolak ke St. Petersburg untuk melanjutkan pelajaran. Tahun ini beliau tidak dapat bersama untuk beraya. Walaupun gambar ini kekurangan seorang lagi ahli keluarga ku (Adinda Ipar - Hasni), namun inilah saat yang paling mengujakan aku. Sedih kerana tak dapat membantu menyiapkan dia dengan apa2 (baju, kasut etc) tapi berbangga kerana dia mendapat peluang belajar di sana. Belajar rajin2 yer dik.

4. Bila kali terakhir anda makan pizza?

Entah..last skali bapak beli kat aku ngan Izzati satu pan medium size. 2 bulan lepas kot kalau tak silap

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar.
Gersang - Masih Aku Terasa (petang tadi masa tgh sidai kain)

6. Apa yang sedang anda buat selain daripada selesaikan tag ini?
Memikirkan tentang kerja esok dan berchatting ngan Akmal

7. Selain nama anda sendiri, apakah lagi nama yang anda suka orang panggil anda?
Busu, Mat Pit, Aku tak suka nama2 tu asalnya. Mat Pit tu asalnya Mat Pit Pondan..(Refer my previous post Sekolahku Part 1)...lama2 jadik Mat Pit. Busu tu start dari F4 kat Sekolah Menengah Sultan Abdul Halim.

8. Tag lagi 5 orang (tak bleh tag orang yang sama tau)
1.Fathi , (Budak Surau Kristal)
2. Bro Khalid , Khalid Abdul Mutalib (Ketua Kampung Kristal)
3. Jiyuu , Amanda Tahir
4.Bibik Aida, My Aunt
5. Dr. Ida n Hubby (Neighbours)

9. Siapa orang nombor 1?
Budak Qlate..Housemate ku di Shah Alam. Ex Housemate masa di UiTM Penang.

10. Orang nombor 3 ada hubungan dengan sesiapa?
Dunno..Last time she was with somebody. Oghang Tawau. kolej-mate when in UiTM Penang. Was the Secretary when I was the President of JPK Mutiara.

11. Kata sesuatu berkenaan dengan orang nombor 5.
Informative blog from a Doctor. A doctor with a passion. Good neighbour also. Thank you Kak sebab pinjamkan sangkar kucing tu.

12. Bagaimana pulak dengan orang nombor 4?
Sepupu bonda ku. Sebaya denganku dan kini bekerja di Intel. Mak Cik yang best. (panggilan Bibik tu pasal family side mak aku jawa tau..bukan bermaksud orang gaji tetapi makcik)

13. Siapakah orang nombor 2?
Ketua Kampung (tak rasmi tapi dipersetujui semua) Anjung Kristal, Seksyen 7 Shah Alam. Jiran yang best

Kalau nak jiran2 yang best silalah berpindah ke kawasan kejiranan aku. semua orang kat sana best2. To Cik Huda. I've done my job..

To all: have a nice days ahead. Cheers!!!!!!!!!!

Industrial Training...4th Week Review

2009-08-01T13:58:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum

The last post was about my brother. I tried to write about my early secondary school life in SMKANT but I lost my eagerness when I recalled some of the thing that I don't want to remember. It is still in draft and I'll go back to it later...not knowing when it will be..hehehe

This post is about my Industrial Training in Robert Bosch Power Tools Sdn. Bhd.. It's been 4 weeks already. I am attached to manufacturing department as trainee along with 2 more trainees, Mr. Sebastian Schaetzl and Miss Chong Yoke Mun.

I had to travel 95km daily (46 & 49km)..RM10.90 for tol per day +RM 10.00 for fuel. Sigh..

That's the price that I have to pay (Actually my mom paid it all..THANK YOU MAK!!!).

The first week was Boring..So much waiting and waiting and waiting. Lost my HP..Good bye 0134749056

The second week was OK. There was a workshop for a certain line. Initially involve as observer. It will become my task starting in September.

The 3rd week was about helping the process engineer. Done some clerical work. Wondering around the production floor. 3 days MC due to injury.

4th week was HECTIC!!!!!!!! So much work to do.

Next week will be HELL particularly to the packing group. (I'm one of them)

Muhammad Hafiz Akmal Bin Md Rijani

2009-07-01T10:31:00.003+08:00

Dia adik aku yang no. 4. Dilahirkan pada bulan April 1990, dia lahir lewat 16 hari sampai mak aku kena transfer dari Hosp. Sg. Bakap ke Hosp. Bersalin Pulau Pinang. Disebabkan dia yang paling muda maka dia di panggil adik (lepas tu sorang lagi pulak keluar 8 tahun selepas itu).

Kami sekeluarga berbangga la ngan adik, sebabnya dia ni ada unsur2 kejutan dalam result exam dia, UPSR dia dapat 4A 1 B, PMR 7A 1B dan SPM 8A, 2B. Walaupun tak perfect tapi dia dah cipta rekod dalam family aku nih. Setakat nih pencapaian akademik tertinggi dipegang oleh dia.

27 Jun lepas, adik berangkat ke St. Petersburg untuk melanjutkan pelajaran dalam bidang Marine Engineering. Perjalanan selama 20 jam (12 jam KL-Frankfurt, 4 jam transit, 6 jam Frankfurt-St. Petersburg) dan perbelanjaannya ditanggung oleh MARA.

Aku harap dia belajar dari kesilapan aku dan tidak mengulanginya. Huhu..suasana penuh emosi di KLIA ketika menghantar dia ke sana.

Sekolahku - Part 3

2009-06-07T00:56:00.002+08:00

I'm in Nibong Tebal, listening to some Japanese music from Naruto Shipuuden soundtrack. I'm here for friends wedding. Ahmad Faizal n Rijalur's

Something about my environment:

Dalam taman perumahan tempat aku tinggal iaitu Taman Berjaya, terdapat satu kelompok budak2 yang lahir pada tahun yang sama terutamanya di lorong rumah aku. Bermula dari K-Own(Khairul Adzlinda Md Akhir), Fareez (Khairul Fareez Hanafi), Yani (Izyani), Rijalur (Shidin), Fazriq(Fazriq Roselim), Aku (Mohd Hafiz Safwan), Bijam (Azam), Boy (Shaherman), Faizah, Yazid, Amelia dan 'Od (Fitri). Antaranya termasuklah Ahgar yang tinggal di taman bersebelahan (sekarang dah satu taman dah). terdapat 3 kumpulan kanak2 iaitu yang lahir pada 1982 (Alan, Ba'I) , 1983 (yang aku dah sebut tadi) dan 1984 (adik aku dan rakan2 termasuklah adik fazriq yang cun..hehehe)

Kehidupan kami semasa kecil diwarnai dengan musim2 sukan yang menarik. Gasing, Layang2, Badminton dan bola sepak. Pengaruhnya tentulah kemenangan Piala Thomas (1992), Kickers (kartun) dan permainan popular di kedai Yishun (gasing dan layang2). Zaman kami membesar bersama2 agak menyeronokkan. Mungkin tak sehebat kanak2 kampung tapi pada aku cukup untuk aku imbau kenangan manis bersama2. Kini ramai yang telah bertukar status dari bujang kepada telah bertunang atau berkahwin. Kepulangan aku kali ini adalah untuk meraikan sorang lagi sahabat iaitu Rijalur.

Kumpulan kanak2 sebaya ini dipecahkan lagi kepada 2 sekolah rendah iaitu SRK Methodist N. Tebal dan SK Nibong Tebal (SK Ninja Turtle). Aku, Fareez, K-Own ke methodist dan yang lain2 ke SKNT. Perbezaan ini tidak menyekat aktiviti petang kami. Adakalanya kami masuk kelas tuisyen yang sama. Disebabkan persamaan umur inilah aku selalu dibanding2kan ngan budak2 lain..sebabnya aku malas.

More about sekolah rendah:

Fareez merupakan anak kepada pasangan pakcik Hanafi dan makcik Salmah. Makcik Salmah seorang guru yang mengajar di SM Methodist bersama2 mak aku. Ini menyebabkan kami mempunyai sedikit persamaan. Fareez sejak darjah 1 berada di kelas Biru. Masa tu SRK Methodist takdak class streaming, itulah kelas dari awal darjah 1 sampai habis darjah 6. Aku ingat lagi rupa kanak2 dia nih. Rambut kerinting, badan macam gempal tapi sebenarnya tak gempal mana pun. Seingat aku dia orang pertama bawak basikal mountain bike gi sekolah masa darjah 6. Sejak kecik kami pi sekolah sama2. Kadang2 jalan kaki..kadang2 naik basikal. Sebelum pi sekolah kami selalu beli popia kat ada makcik sorang tu..dah arwah dah makcik tu pun. Kadang2 beli nasik lemak kat dia. Persamaan kami juga adalah pada mak kami. Keduanya cikgu dan kedua2nya kontrol kitorang dengan tegas. Biasa laa anak cikgu..

Dalam kelas Merah, terdapat 2 orang adik beradik yang lahir pada tahun yang sama tetapi tidak pada tarikh yang sama. Ahmad Nazri Abd Rahim dan Ahmad Faizal Abd Rahim. Keduanya2 merupakan pelajar melayu yang dapat 4A dalam UPSR darjah 6. Depa ni memang pandai..tak pi tuisyen langsung tau. Ahmad Nazri bersifat protective terhadap adiknya dan begitu juga dengan Ahmad Faizal. Depa ni pulak bersaudara dengan cikgu Khatijah Babjan (guru kelas pemulihan). Aku pulak dah macam penghuni tetap kelas pemulihan tu walaupun aku tak perlu masuk kelas tu.

Rathika Rajendran ialah salah seorang pengugat kedudukan ke-3 dan ke-4, selalunya fight2 ngan rakan2 lain seperti Nazri, Faizal, Bard (amirul akhbar), Suganthi, Hanizah. Aku pulak selalunya dok dalam league kedudukan ke-9. 10 ke atas tak pernah dapat. Tak pernah marah..seingat aku laa. Tapi dia memang pandai. Banyak kali tolong bagi aku tiru kerja rumah..hahahaha. (Can you still remember it ika?)

((I'll relate them in another story after this))
Kenangan di sekolah rendah memang manis. Banjir selalu melanda. hehehe..Banjir pertama dalam sejarah aku di sekolah tu adalah ketika di tahun 1 dan berterusan sehingga ke tingkatan4. Ingat lagi saat hujan mencurah2..sampai satu tahap loceng kecemasan dibunyikan..banjir selalunya tak lebih paras lutut (masa darjah 1 pakai seluar pendek..tu yang aku ingat tu)..bila air naik kami akan bukak kasut, angkat kerusi letak atas meja dan tunggu air naik. Masa tu tak boleh keluar. Nak pergi tandas pun tak boleh (sebab tandas pun tenggelam). Sekolah akan tutup awal jadi kami semua suka. Time darjah 3 kot..dah lama tak rasa banjir..air baru sampai kat koridor, Kishok ngan Pak Ali dok scoop air guna penyodok sampah (diperbuat dari tin minyak masak 4 segi yang dipotong 2 tu) masuk dalam kelas untuk membantu kelas banjir dengan cepat..

Guru2 kelas Merah memang aku ingat sangat. bermula dengan cikgu Junaidah(Darjah 1), Cikgu Rafeah (Darjah 2), Cikgu Suzana (Darjah 3), Cikgu Sakrapany (Darjah 4) dan Cikgu Ooi (Darjah 5 dan 6). Antara guru lain adalah seperti Cikgu Md Dali (Kemahiran Hidup), Cikgu John Fernandez (English, Music, Moral), Arwah Ustazah Azmiah, Cikgu Umi, Cikgu Junaina(music), Cikgu Mira Balkis (Music), Ustaz Rahim, Cikgu Md Zain(Pusat Sumber), Cikgu David(PK), Cikgu Ahmad Khairuddin(guru besar), Cikgu Syeikh, Cikgu Salina(KH), Cikgu Norhashim (BM)dan cikgu Khatijah (pemulihan)

Mereka2 inilah insan yang telah membentuk kami untuk menjadi manusia..bukan untuk jadi pandai tapi untuk me'manusia'kan kami. Persekitaran sekolah yang positif juga membantu kami untuk memahami tentang kaum2 lain. Pelajar Cina dan India tak kekok masuk kelas agama time cikgu moral tak datang. Pelajar melayu tak kekok dalam kelas moral waktu ustazah atau ustaz tak hadir atau sibuk..persekitaran yang ideal..oleh itu aku memang menyokong sekolah satu aliran.

Aku kenang kisah2 masa sekolah rendah sebagai kenangan termanis..Yang tak dapat dijual beli. Yang tak dapat ditukar ganti.

*Next post will be about SMKANT

Tanjong Malim...30 Mei 2009

2009-05-31T00:33:00.006+08:00

30 Mei 2009. Perjalanan ke sebuah kisah silam.

Mac 2001:
Selepas 2 minggu dapat result SPM, aku ditawarkan untuk menyambung pelajaran di Pusat Matrikulasi Kolej Taj. Sebuah kolej swasta yang diberikan kepercayaan untuk mengajar pelajar matrikulasi bawah Kementerian Pendidikan. Kolej tersebut terletak dalam kawasan Trolak Country Resort, Sungkai Perak. Nama tempat tu saja dah buat aku tawar hati untuk ke sana. Namun, setelah mendapat 'petunjuk' aku menerima tawaran tersebut dengan hati yang terbuka. Kawasannya boleh tahan cantik cuma ketika itu tempat tu agak jauh dari bandar. Bandar terdekat ialah Tanjung Malim (lebih kurang 20-30km dari kolej). Pekan 'koboi' Sungkai memang dekat tapi takdak apa2 sangat. Slim River pun dekat jugak tapi tak se'meriah' Tanjung Malim. Setahun di sana membuatkan pekan tersebut seperti menjadi sebahagian daripada kisah dalam 'buku' hidup aku. Setahun itulah yang mematangkan diri aku. Setahun itulah antara yang terbaik dalam hidup aku. Setahun itu jugalah yang membantu aku untuk jadi siapa aku sekarang meskipun sijilnya tidak lagi berguna untuk aku. Aku tinggalkan Sungkai pada Mac 2002 dan tak pernah lagi kembali melainkan sekali sekala singah di Slim river sebab Bas Era Mesra selalu berenti rehat kat situ.

30 Mei 2009

Aku bangun lambat gara2 melayan movie yang tak terlayan. Setelah bersiap-siap, aku bertolak dari Shah Alam pada jam 1.40 ptg dengan menaiki motorsikal adik aku yang botak tayar belakangnya. Singgah di Shell Seksyen 9 untuk minyak dan kemudian meneruskan perjalanan menggunakan GCE (Guthrie Corridor Expressway). Perjalanan agak menakutkan bagi aku yang tak pernah guna GCE naik moto. Jalan motor tu pulak lebih baik dari di Federal Highway..lebih luas tapi ada beberapa turn yang agak kecik. Berhenti di Rawang untuk isi minyak lagi sekali..tinggal 3/5 tank jer tinggal sebab full throttle sejak dari Shah Alam.

20km terakhir
di kilometer 411.2 arah utara PLUS, moto tetiba rasa goyang..ketika itu aku sedar yang tayar pancit. cepat2 berhenti untuk tgk keadaan tayar yang dah sememangnya botak. Masa tu aku tak dak opsyen lain melainkan meneruskan perjalanan berbaki 20km lagi. Aku keluar di exit Tanjung Malim dan segera mencari kedai moto. Dalam dompet masa tu cuma ada 10 ringgit. Nasib baik foreman tu bawak aku gi Tanjung Malim untuk cucuk duit di sana. kopak RM55.

Bila aku masuk jer pekan tanjung malim tu (masuk ikut jalan lama, lalu jambatan Sungai Bernam) serta merta kenangan silam menerjah kembali ke dalam kotak memori aku. Bundle tanjung malim itu masih di situ, pasar malam, CC tempat aku pernah overnight sebab main Starcraft. KFC tempat makan ramai2 ngan membe2. Stesen bas yang selalunya sibuk ngan bas2 usang dan bas ekspress ke KL dan Ipoh..sayang cendol kat telekom tu dah takdak. Jalan keretapi yang dulunya ada pagar lintasan tapi sekarang ni dah sekat jalan lama tu. Yang menghubungkannya hanyalah satu lintasan kecik untuk pejalan kaki, basikal dan motosikal. Bahagian pekan yang terpisah tu kelihatan mati. arked tempat makan kat situ dah tak meriah. masjid di tepi rel keretapi tu masih di situ. Aku berbuka puasa hari pertama ramadhan tahun 2002 di masjid tu kerana terlepas bas gara2 lama sangat merayau kat pasar ramadhan Tanjung Malim.

Pekan ni ada seribu satu nostalgia buat aku. Jambatan Sg. Bernam tu tempat aku dan rakan2 nampak 'sesuatu' jam 2 pagi. Satu2nya port lepak di pekan itu ialah Pasaraya Angsoka yang kelihatan seperti pasaraya kecil tetapi besar untuk tempat seperti itu. Memandangkan Upsi terletak betul2 di tengah pekan, ia menyebabkan kesesakan lalulintas yang agak teruk suatu ketika dahulu. Namun setelah jalan utama tersebut di sekat oleh landasan keretapi, ia berjaya mengurangkan kesesakan sebab ada jalan lain dibuat untuk menjadi laluan utama untuk masuk ke pekan itu.

Rata2 penduduk di situ peramah. Tak susah untuk bertanya apa2 ataupun untuk meminta bantuan. Perjalanan aku kali ini adalah untuk memenuhi undangan walimatul urus seorang sahabat lama iaitu Adzuan Fahmi atau lebih aku kenali dengan nama Bulat. Rumah dia terletak berhampiran dengan pintu belakang UPSI dan dahulunya pernah dijadikan asrama sewa untuk pelajar perempuan UPSI. Undangan ini aku paksa diri aku untuk penuhi sebab nostalgia lama dan mengenang jasa mak ayah dia menjemput kami beraya aidil adha di rumahnya. Setelah lebih 7 tahun, aku kembali ke rumah itu..huhu..

Sebelum pulang aku gi ziarah seorang lagi sahabat. Aini Yusnina. Dia ni satu kelas ngan Bulat..depa nih budak sains hayat manakala aku pulak budak sains fizikal. Kenduri Aini ialah hari berikutnya (31 Mei 2009). Memandangkan perjalan tadi amat meletihkan aku ambil keputusan untuk tidak hadir dan hanya ziarah untuk ucap selamat. Sebabnya aku dapat kad dan alang2 sampai dekat rumah dia terus singgah jer laa..

Aku puas hati walaupun letih dan ter'kopak' akibat tayar..Nostalgia BEb

About my Quiz in FB (How Well Do You Know Me?)

2009-05-27T22:35:00.003+08:00

Below are the excerpts taken from 'How well do you know Mohd Hafiz Safwan?' quiz in facebook. Answers with a tick on the right side is the correct one.

1)	The nickname 'Busu' is because...
a)	I'm the youngest in my family
b)	Someone said that I look like Ahmad Busu
c)	Given by my grandma
d)	I want to have a cheeky nickname
e)	Not in the list

Hezrin Hezrizal Bin Abdul Manaf a.k.a Manap F5 of Pendeta 1999 said it during my first day in Jenan.

2)	My D.O.B (Date of Birth)
a)	31 August 1983
b)	31 August 1984
c)	31 August 1985
d)	1 September 1983
e)	25 December 1985

1.20 a.m Hospital Sungai Bakap, Seberang Perai Selatan.

3)	How many Secondary school I've attended
a)	2 (SMKANT,JENAN)
b)	3(SMKANT,SMKMNT,JENAN)
c)	4(SMKANT,SMKMNT,SMKSN,JENAN)
d)	5(SMKANT,SMKMNT,SMKSN,SMKTAR,JENAN)

2 years in SMKANT, A year in SMK Methodist Nibong Tebal and 2 more years in Jenan, Jitra Kedah.

4)	When was my first crush?
a)	8 years old
b)	12 years old
c)	15 years old
d)	18 years old
e)	6 years old

Faezah Nor. I told you guys in the previous post..search it for yourself.

5)	How many girlfriend did i have since I was born until now
a)	2
b)	4
c)	3
d)	5
e)	1

Only 1...lasted only for 1-2 month. The first..and hopefully won't be the last..i'm working on it.

6)	How many Universities and college that i've attended
a)	1 Univ 1 Col
b)	2 Univ 1 Col
c)	3 Univ 1 Col
d)	4 Univ none Col
e)	5 Univ 1 Col

Kolej Taj, Trolak Country Resort (Mac 2001-2002)
UTM Skudai (Julai 2002-2004)
UiTM (Penang) (November 2004 - 2007)
UiTM (Shah Alam) (December 2007 - 2010)
Penang n shah alam is the same..they were under one management.

7)	I wanted to become a ...........since I was 6 till 15
a)	Doctor
b)	Male Nurse
c)	Air Force Pilot
d)	Lawyer
e)	Fireman

Yeah!!..until I received the offer to go to Jenan to be in Technology class.

8)	I wanted to be like 'him' since I was in primary school. 'Him' referred to?
a)	Rashid Sidek- Badminton Player
b)	A doctor at Klinik Bakti-Doctor who circumsized me
c)	Dr. Mahathir - Prime Minister
d)	Leftenan Adnan - National Hero
e)	Dr. Hamid Arshat - Gynaecologist

I always watched him in TV. I only know that he is a doctor..but don't know his speciality. My mom wrote in my school project that my ambition is to be a qynaecologist. That is when I knew who he was.

9)	I currently riding ................. .
a)	Honda Wave 125
b)	Yamaha Lagenda 110Z
c)	Yamaha 125ZR
d)	Honda EX5

PGR 9746

10)	I was a teacher at 6 schools but never taught this subjects
a)	Agama Islam, Moral, Seni Lukis
b)	Pendidikan Jasmani, Kajian Tempatan, Pemulihan
c)	Pendidikan Sivik, Bahasa Arab, Teknologi Maklumat
d)	Bahasa Inggeris, Matematik, Sains,
e)	Muzik, Kemahiran Hidup, Bahasa Melayu

Svik- new subject, Arab - Afraid I might teach jawi and ask them to recite the word in arabic manner.. Kombiuter 'adalah sa-buah alat 'ei letrik* , Teknologi Maklumat- Most teachers for this subject is male...they don't get pregnant.

11)	I wasn't into sports but I did represent SMSAH(Jenan) in...........
a)	Petanque and Boling Padang (less energy sport)
b)	Bola Keranjang (no reason)
c)	Sepak Takraw (because the other player was sick)
d)	Taekwondo (Because I suit the category)
e)	Bola Tampar (I can dig well)

Jitra open, bantam weight, 3rd place.

12)	Place of Birth, Hometown, Currently in
a)	Teluk Intan, Ipoh, Nilai
b)	Nibong Tebal, Sg. Bakap, Kuala Lumpur
c)	Sg. Bakap, Nibong Tebal, Shah Alam
d)	Georgetown, Jawi, Klang
e)	Alor Setar, Jitra, Ipoh

13)	I'm mix of what?
a)	Jawa, Chinese, Indian, Burma, Malay
b)	Malay, Indian, Bugis, Chinese
c)	Bangladesh, Pakistan, Jawa, Chinese
d)	Minang, Chinese, Malay, Caucasian

Mom's side: Jawa, chinese (my grandmothers mom)
Pa's side: Burma (Ibrahim Burma, my grandmothers father), India (My tok wan's side), Malay (My grandma side)

14)	I Never was a ............................
a)	Abang Kantin (???)
b)	Cikgu (hihi)
c)	Baby sitter (for money)
d)	Clinic attendent (helper)
e)	Motivator (hoho)

I've done it for free

15)	Favourite Colour, Favourite Food, Favourite Drink
a)	Cyan, Nasi Ayam, Milo Ais
b)	Red, Nasi Goreng USA, Teh Ais
c)	Green, Lamb Chop, Ais Kosong
d)	Red, Nasi Campur Hakim, Orange Juice
e)	Blue, Ikan Keli Bakar, Carrot Susu

Blue, Ikan keli bakar, carrot susu...favourite

Berkenaan Aktiviti di Kampung Halaman

2009-05-04T22:33:00.007+08:00

Aku di Nibong Tebal, Pulau Pinang.

Pulang dari Shah Alam semenjak hari Rabu, 29 April yang lepas. Alhamdulillah, aku berjaya memperbetulkan kepala hotak aku sedikit yang semakin serabut walaupun exam telah tamat beberapa hari sebelum aku balik.

Sampai jer di rumah petang itu, aku melantak nasi beriani yang bapak aku beli kat Tajuddin (Little India, Penang)..sedapnya tak terkata (mungkin disebabkan oleh sejumlah dadah jenis morphine & derivatives yang terkandung di dalamnya akibat penggunaan kas-kas yang berlebihan).

Esoknya(Khamis) pagi2 lagi aku gi hantar parents aku ke airport Bayan Lepas sebab depa ada lawatan sambil belajar ke Padang dan Bukit Tinggi di Indonesia. On the way balik singgah kedai Bik Niah dan ke kampung jumpak embah..gila lama betui tak balik aku nih sampai depa boleh kata aku makin tembam. Ni rasanya effek rambut baru aku nih laa..aku timbang berat badan aku lepas tu dan aku dapati tiada peningkatan berat badan langsung..maintain jer sejak tahun lepas.

Jumaat, Atemal (adik no 4 yang tengah dalam kursus persediaan di MIAT) balik. Aku buat bihun sup..tapi tak habis makan...sebab tawar. Aku namakan Bihun Sup Sihat!!!

Malam tu kitorang supper ngan kambing. Paman No (adik bongsu mak aku) belanja aku dan adik2 makan kambing kat Kg. Pelet, Penanti. Aku ngan Emi makan lamb chop dan malam itu aku melelapkan mata kui 5 pagi.

Pemakan kambing..Izzati dah juling2 mata nak makan kambing. Atemal dengan rambut Noh Hujan yang akhirnya dipotong

Ahli Mesyuarat Kambing. Pembelanja malam itu adalah Paman No (Mr. Hussin Sukaroo - baju merah, Terima Kasih tak terhingga... Bebiri Potong itu sangat sedap!!!!)

Lamb Chop yang berakhir di dalam perutku malam itu.

3 drpd 4 orang yang makan lambchop malam itu ialah aku, Emi dan Pak Usu..Cayalah biri2

"Kalau tak habis takpa, pass kat abang Beef Steak tu," Emi cuba mengayat isterinya selepas tertarik ngan beef steak itu. Dibalas Hasni dengan " Takpa bang, boleh habis punya...Bukan sorang ja yang makan ni tau..Ni kat dalam perut nih pun nak makan tau,"

Nina(sepupu) dan Hasni dengan Beef Steak mereka. Order terakhir malam itu.

Sabtu aku menggegaskan diri aku untuk membuat kerja2 fotografi aku. Kamera terpaksa pinjam Cikgu Latif punya sebab yang kami punya bapak aku bawak gi indon. EOS 350 itu menjalankan tugasnya dengan baik walaupun motornya sudah mula kedengaran kasar. Shutter pun bunyik kuat gila. Kepada pasangan pengantin Novy & Ben (Taman Rantu Damai 2 Mei 2009)...Hangpa memang sporting. (Tiada gambar yang dapat ditunjukkan sebab aku pulangkan kamera tu terus)

Sabtu malam, disebabkan kanak2 2 orang nih tak makan tengah hari sebab aku tak dak dan sebab atemal terlalu kenyang makan roti canai yang aku beli pagi tu..aku bawak depa gi parit buntaq makan kat KFC.

Ahad tu mak bapak aku balik..gi amik kat airport ngan Izzati. Singgah makan di Kassim Mustapa Seberang Jaya..How yeah..Nasik Kandar!!!

Isnin..nothing much..basuh baju, basuh pinggan..beli lauk..tu jer laa.

Tahniah buat Ahmad Nazri Abd Rahim(membe sejak darjah 1) kerana telah menerima ahli keluarga baru iaitu adik ipar(sama kes la kita..adik kawen dulu). Tahniah kepada Ahmad Faizal Abd Rahim(adik kepada nazri dan jugak membe sejak darjah 1) kerana telah bergelar suami. Tahniah daripada aku dan keluarga aku untuk hangpa sekeluarga.

Saja tgh boring dan tgh jiwa2 skit.

Entah!!!

namun sesuatu yang pasti..I'm missing someone..sapa tuh?..

((Kepada para pembaca..penulis masih lagi cuba defrag kepala hotak dia..harap faham keadaan semasa beliau yang kini tgh kusut memikirkan tentang masalah2 dalaman negara dan masyarakat yang kini menghantui sebahagian besar penduduk Malaysia))

A True Story..Christian - The Lion

2009-04-27T20:33:00.003+08:00

I was blog hopping..went to MM's blog and found this..so I decided to share it with you guys

Awwww!!!!!...the song was one of my favourite..Armageddon sound track 1998

Short of Engineers?

2009-04-21T00:35:00.003+08:00

Short of Engineers? Really???(I sounded like Kyle Broflovski from South Park)

The Star,Monday April 20, 2009

Malaysia short of engineers

PETALING JAYA: Malaysia is facing a shortage of engineers, which will impede the country’s development, said Institute of Engineers Malaysia (IEM) president Prof Datuk Chuah Hean Teik.

He said there was a need to train more engineers before the situation became critical, adding that the country would need about 200,000 engineers by 2020.

Currently, there are only 60,000 engineers in the country, Prof Chuah said.

“We should plan ahead and not wait until there is an acute shortage,” he said after IEM’s 50th anniversary dinner and awards night at One World Hotel here on Saturday.

He urged parents to encourage their children to consider engineering as it was a stable career and, additionally, would enable them to branch into other sectors.

“Students who pursue engineering are taught to think analytically and critically.

“This kind of training provides them with skills to go into other careers such as banking, teaching and management,” he said.

At the dinner, former Works Minister Datuk Seri Mohd Zin Mohamed was made an IEM Hono- rary Fellow.

The IEM 50th Anniversary commemorative stamp and first-day cover were also unveiled at the dinner and will go on sale today at post offices nationwide.

(thestar.com.my - or go to http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/4/20/nation/3729357&sec=nation)

Sekolahku...Part 2 - More about the kids

2009-04-05T01:34:00.005+08:00

I went through the previous entry and it helps me to remember more about my premier school time. So I decided to write more about it.

Premier School
I am not the 'scorer' type and I never was in 'Top 3'. I never had my homework done. And for the same reason Miss Suzana Teoh brought me, Kishok Kumar, Shashi Kumar, Pak Ali, Hassan ( who have a twin brother(Hussin)in kelas Kuning) to the Headmaster's Office. We waited there for about half an hour before we went back into the class without seeing him. Lucky Mr Ahmad Khairuddin was not around at that time. That was during standard 3. I remember getting 4th place in the class during S4 and was given 'Hadiah Galakan'. The present was to encourage student like me to get into top 3 but it never happen.

Jothi and Sui Li seems to be so perfect. They always competed each other and both managed to get 100% in Mathematics almost in every test and exam(Which I found to be very impossible to achieve). Sui Li came from a family which played very important role to the school an the town. Her late father was the councillors of the MPSP. The hall of the school was named after her grandfather(corrected) Ooi Kar Seng. Mdm Ooi (her aunt was our class teacher) were one of the best teacher in school. There were no sense of competing for other students in the class except for Sui Li and Jothi. Seems to be so impossible to be in par with both of them. Both were the best of all and both were beautiful and smart..A combination that you wish to have it for yourself. In my case not the beautiful. Handsome will be enough...hehehehe

The boys were very naughty. Pak Ali was the worst of all. But I can't remember why he didn't join us to fight with Hanizah and her mom. Hanizah joined us during S4. She came from SK Ninja Turtle and at that time..the gender war had already begun. We used to call her carrot (I don't know where we get that) and her mother(which always came by during recess) joined the war and called us lipas. The war between us (me, Ahmad Nazri, Amirul Akhbar, Ahmad Faizal and Swizaidi Vs Hanizah, Hazirah, Fazlina and others) was so long and it lasted till we were in S6. I fought with Jothi one day..That was during S6. But I can't recall the issue clearly. She threatened to tell my mom(she was teaching in SM Methodist..SRK and SM was in the same compound and share the hall and canteen) about me. I told her "If you want to I can call her now," and she just stood there..looked at me and left. I was like..."Huih, lucky me, kalau dia bagitau mak aku mati laa aku malam nih".

My mom was over protective. I can understand why. She just don't want me to be influenced with other naughty kid. She won't even allow me to talk to my friends via phone. They'll kill the line if they hear my mom's voice. I was in the house one day and David came by all the way from Sg. Bakap to meet me. My mom opened the door and said "Safwan tak dak," and then slammed the door. Poor that kid. David joined us starting S4. He was from KL and have the KL accent. He don't even know how to speak Tamil and couldn't get along with other Indian boys in the school. It took him quite a while before the boys can be friend with him. We were mean(judging from my nickname) at that time and called him names like "Tosai" and "David Arumugam" but he never get angry with us.

Shashi was the quite Indian Boy in class. Always get along with Kishok and Tinesh Kumar. Tinesh always proud of his name because it sounded like Teenage + Mutant Ninja Turtle. We even call him by singing the opening song of TMNT. There was a boy named Azran who always skip schools. One day he came and Pak Ali found 3 copies of Playboy magazines in his bag. He told him that that was his brother's and he wrongly took his bag to school. The boys take turns to look at the mags and probihit me from joining them because they were afraid that I might told the teacher about it. I only know about that the next day when Md Zin told me all about it.

Me, Amirul, Nazri and Faizal tried to teach Eswari, Suganthi and Rathika(I think there were others but I couldn't remember clearly) to read Jawi. We even teach them to recite the Kalimah Syahadah (muslim's declaration of faith) to them..Amirul was the guru besar and others were teachers to them. There were no intention of influencing them to be a muslimah. It all started when Eswari was curious about the arabic letters. We teach her and in return she teach us how to write some tamil letters. The 'school' was never achieved the goal..hahahaha.

There were 'racial war'. We fought in a rubber band 'lastik' during S3 and the war was between Malay and Indian Boys. Tan Meng Ghee joined the Malay side and Tan Chee Boon joined the Indian side. Both parties suffered bruises and Tinesh got a hit right to one of his eyes. Meng Ghee's elder brother is Meng Hui. Both were like taiko in school. Meng Ghee seems to have all the money he needed. He always have at least 10 ringgit in his pocket every day and always be very generous to us. I remember one day that I forgot to ask my mom for my money (RM1 per day...It started with RM 0.50 during S1) so I asked him to lend me his money first. He gave me a ringgit and the next day, he just tell me.."Takpa la..takpa..tapaiyah bayar,".

Chee Boon was from Sg. Bakap. He came to school every day with his 'serabai' face as if he was not taken his morning bath. His Chinese accent was so thick that he uses the word 'aku' instead of 'saya' to the teachers.

Amirul Akhbar Bin Amir was considered as the boys leader. His name really show who he was (Amirul means Leader, Akhbar means Big..he was the biggest of all). One day Kishok pull his chair off when he want to sit down. His head hit the chair's edge and we all were froze. Kishok then realise that he made a mistake and try to apologize. Amirul just hold his head and started to shed tears. I know that it hurts like hell but to see that Amirul shed tears was like IMPOSSIBLE.

There were other kids in kelas Kuning and kelas Biru that I remember very much. Deepashini, Brandon, Khairul Fareez, Kartigaayan, Clayton, Nur Baiti and Jamiah were in the blue class. Badrul Zaman, Zulkarnain, Uma were in the yellow class. Brandon was the top extrovert person in the school. He can made friends with all the students and never get involved in any 'war'. The Malays respected him because he was circumcised when most of us were not 'yet'. It happened one day when he wanted to join us chatting about explicit thing and the boys asked him to back off because he 'belum sunat'. He then said.." Eih..aku sunat laa,". They said he is a liar and ask him to prove it. So he did it. I was not there..I mean I don't looked at ' his'. I stayed outside the toilet and the malay boys inside there were like "Betulah dia dah sunat," I wasn't circumcised yet at that time. He and Karthik (Karthigaayan) were like brothers in the 'previous life'. Both were 'gila2' and love to crack jokes and play pranks. I remember seeing both of them playing infront of the class when Cikgu Syeikh was sleeping during the moral class.

More to come
P/s: Schoolmates from SRK Methodist Nibong Tebal, class of 1995 who read this post are encouraged to write more about it or to correct anything. Let the door to the past opened so that we can look back and laugh to this priceless pieces of memories.

Sekolahku...Part 1

2009-04-04T02:30:00.004+08:00

What I am today is the result of my educations. I'm nobody without it..I'm useless without it. Pretty sure that I'll become a burden to the society.

A quote from Aristotle: The roots of education are bitter, but the fruit is sweet. (brainyquote.com)

I was brought up by my parents who were both educators. They met at a school name SMK Tun Syed Syeikh Barakbah, Sungai Bakap in 1980(I guess). My mom's house was only a stone throw from the school. My dad however travel approximately 40km every day (from Bagan Ajam, Butterworth) to work. Both were very committed to their job and to the education world itself. They married in June 1982 and settled down in a town called Nibong Tebal or NT(which always be reffered by the name Ninja Turtle by me and my fellow friends during my adolescent period)

My informal education seems like very formal to me. Every right or wrong, the do's and don'ts and roman and arabic letters, the syllable of every letters combination, drawing, music, speeches, toilet skills, discipline and other subjects were given without a cent. Plus, they provide me and my siblings with shelter, food, protection against negative influences, environment and against our devil side of nature. I can't remember clearly when did I started to read. My early memories were not as good as my friend (here). He can remember things since he was 2 or 3 years old but I only can recall some starting from the age of 4. I remember learning to read in Malay language. Learning Muqaddam was hard but I manage to get through. Special thanks to my father's rotan. It helps...really!!!

My early childhood education was in Taski Al-Arqam Taman Berjaya. Learned to recite the doa and the learned fighting there also. To be frank with you guys, I was a sissy at that time. Always cry especially after being bitten by a kid name Fahmi (he is a year younger than I am). Somehow I manage to be brave enough to fight him off after he bitted my brother(Hilmi). Hilmi was like "Abang, dia gigit tangan Emi..huuuuu," and I just throw a punch and kick Fahmi simultaneously. Next was Tabika Perpaduan by Rukun Tetangga Taman Seri Nibong. This is where I started my early chilhood education. I was one of the kid who already can read at that time. Most of them were still thought that A was an abbreviation of AYAM while I already can read out their names in the registry. Fahmi was also there. His mother was my kindergarten teacher. A very kind hearted, soft spoken teacher. There was another teacher, also kind and helpful but already met her Creator. Fahmi was still bitting people at that time but spared me..probably scared of me after what I've done to him. One thing I love about this kindergarten was plastecine or clay. There was lots of it and we the kids love it very much. I remember one stormy afternoon, I peeked out from the windom and saw a tree struck by lightning. The flash and thunder was so bright and loud, I was shocked and fell on back. Lucky there was this girl who helped me up.

During December 1989, I started my official formal education in an old school, in fact the oldest in Seberang Perai. Sekolah Rendah Kebangsaan Methodist Nibong Tebal was founded in 1898. The buildings were old. Old enough to give a child the education as it done to his or her grandfather. Me for example, the school was also the place where my grandmother's sibling learned. At my time, I stayed in the same class from standard 1 till 6. Not just me, we all did. There were 3 classes for each batch and we all will stay in that class till end. I was in Kelas 1 Merah, 2 Merah, 3 Merah, 4 Merah, 5 Merah, 6 Merah or Aman (there were changes to the classes name during my final year there). I was the class rep for one month during standard 1 and was appointed as the school prefect starting from standard 4. Cikgu Md Dali called us on day to meet him at bilik KH. 5 pupils from each classes. At first I thought it was a disciplinary action since Cikgu Md Dali was the Discipline Teacher. We all were shivering(afraid), but I suggested to them that he may want to appoint us to be the school prefect. They all took my words and began to relax a bit. When Cikgu Md Dali arrive, he acted as what I've predicted. When he ask who will be the Head Prefect, all of them(I think) answered simultaneously "HAFIZZZZ," (That memories is still fresh as it was yesterday because they did that again during my secondary education). I don't agree at first but later accepted it. My first task was to empty the classes during recess. Me, Amirul Akhbar Bin Amir, Brandon Lim Eu Chern, Ahmad Nazri Bin Abd Rahim and others(the male prefect) turned our first task into a 'police sentry' game. We caught them and send them to the staff's room almost immediately. My trousers get very dirty after I fallen in a puddle of mud during the chase. I was the Head Prefect for afternoon session (standard 4 was the eldest batch in afternoon session). I was the Head Prefect for Standard 5 and was the Head Prefect during standard 6. But I hold the title less than a month after Vasanthe Jothi A/P Rajapathy accompanied by Ooi Sui Li met me and ask whether I agree to step down and give her the position. I said yes and accepted the proposals-almost immediately. Amirul, Nazri other prefect was angry at me because of it. I couldn't understand why I did that but later in my life I learned that that will be one of my principles of life. By the way, Jothi was the right person for the job as she was very bright, she can play piano, dance traditional Indian dance, never 'ponteng' even for one day as if she never get sick and always take the 1st place trophy for academic achievement. Best student for all subjects taught there with exceptional to Pendidikan Islam(I bet if she was in the class she will get the trophy too). Ooi Sui Li was also one of the brightest student there but always being 2nd after Jothi.

My first crush was during standard 2. Cikgu Md Zain held his class outside the classroom (We were sitting facing a wall with murals of Rukun Negara) when we noticed that there was a girl accompanied by her parents walk passed us. I can remember clearly how the boys react to this 'commercial break'. Pak Ali (Fadzli Bin Hamzah) said "Huiyoo," , Amirul said "Cantiknya,"and others gave their comments on her.

After the class with Cikgu Md Zain we went back into the class for Cikgu Rafeah's. She arrived late that time and with her was that girl. Cikgu Rofeah brought her in and ask her to introduce herself. "Nama saya Faizah Nor Bt ? (Can't remember her full name and the correct spelling),"
Cikgu Rofeah then asked her to take the empty seat beside me. The other boys were so jealous at that time. What unique about her was because of her attitude. I broke a pencil into 2 pieces. Just for a show off (later I regretted because that was the only pencil I have). She then pulled out 2 pencils and """SNAPPED""" the 2 pencils fractures and travelled in to the dust bin and I was like "WAAAAAAA!!!" I fell in love almost immediately. But I don't know what kind of feeling was that. When I realise that I don't have any pencils left, she just laugh and gave one of hers. The boys gave me the title Mat Pit Pondan (one reason is because I cry a lot and the other reason was because they are jealous of me and Faizah..Hahahahaha) We used to chat a lot in the class. She also have a strange sickness. One day, there was a class photography session, She told me that she'll faint if she looked at the camera flash. So I told her to close her eyes and she did. She fainted a week after during the assembly.... hahahaha. Well..there were no fate between she and me + the pupils of SRK Methodist. She moved to Sg Bakap for standard 3 and later flew to UK as her father continue his study (that was what i heard)

---I'll continue the story on my secondary education..not about the teachers but the environments

Birthday Tell Tales....REALLY????

2009-03-25T18:04:00.003+08:00

I read horoscope..especially the one published in The Star and Friendster. Ironically..If I read it at the end of the day, the prediction was accurate as it will describe the most joyful or shi*tty experience I've been through for the day. But if I read it in the morning..the prediction will be way off.

I don't believe in such thing..Even though it sometime gives accurate prediction...What is the point of living when you already knew what will come to you.

Let see what my BIRTHDAY can tell about me:

1.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You Are a Traditionalist

You're a pretty traditional person. If it's lasted, it's probably good.((I am traditional))
You seek stability - both in your career and your romantic relationship.((Yeap))
In return, you're very loyal and predictable. Which is usually a good thing.((Yeap))
Without a partner, you feel lost. Being with someone is very important to you.((True..sigh!!))

Your strength: Your dependability

Your weakness: You hate being alone

Your power color: Midnight blue

Your power symbol: Shell

Your power month: April

From: http://blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/

2.

31 August 1983

Your date of conception was on or about 8 December 1982 which was a Wednesday.((whatta!!!!))

You were born on a Wednesday
under the astrological sign Virgo.
Your Life path number is 6.

Your fortune cookie reads:
Only love lets us see normal things in an extraordinary way.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445577.5.
The golden number for 1983 is 8.
The epact number for 1983 is 16.
The year 1983 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/13/1983 and ending 2/1/1984.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Pig.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Bear; your plant is Violets.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Hathys, the third month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 22 Elul 5743.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 23 Elul 5743.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.10.4.13 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 10 tun 4 uinal 13 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Wednsday, 22 Dhi'l-Qa'dih 1403 (1403-11-22).((The time was 0120 which means that its 23rd Zulkaedah))

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 3 April 1983.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 8 May 1983.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 16 February 1983.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 22 May 1983.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 29 May 1983.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Thursday, 8 September 1983.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 29 March 1983.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 15 February 1983.

As of 3/25/2009 5:33:06 AM EDT
You are 25 years old.
You are 307 months old.
You are 1,334 weeks old.
You are 9,338 days old.
You are 224,117 hours old.
You are 13,447,053 minutes old.
You are 806,823,186 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:

Chad Brannon (1979)	Jeff Hardy (1977)	Chris Tucker (1972)
Deborah Gibson (1970)	Richard Gere (1949)	Van Morrison (1945)
Itzhak Perlman (1945)	Eldridge Cleaver (1935)	Frank Robinson (1935)
James Coburn (1928)	Buddy Hackett (1924)	Alan Jay Lerner (1918)
William Saroyan (1908)	Arthur Godfrey (1903)	Maria Montessori (1870)

Top songs of 1983

Every Breath You Take by Police	Billie Jean by Michael Jackson
Flashdance by Irene Cara	Say Say Say by Paul McCartney & Michael Jackson
All Night Long by Lionel Richie	Total Eclipse of the Heart by Bonnie Tyler
Down Under by Men at Work	Beat It by Michael Jackson
Islands In the Stream by Kenny Rogers & Dolly Parton	Baby, Come to Me by Patti Austin & James Ingram

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.65479452054795 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

Your lucky day is Wednesday.
Your lucky number is 5.
Your ruling planet(s) is Mercury.
Your lucky dates are 5th, 14th, 23rd.
Your opposition sign is Pisces.
Your opposition number(s) is 3.

Today is not one of your lucky days! ((How do you know??))

There are 159 days till your next birthday ((YEAP))
on which your cake will have 26 candles.

Those 26 candles produce 26 BTUs,
or 6,552 calories of heat (that's only 6.5520 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.97 US ounces of water with that many candles. ((Kenapa tetiba ada benda berkaitan thermodynamic nih???ish ish ish..))

In 1983 there were approximately 3.6 million births in the US.
In 1983 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1983 in the US there were 2,444,000 marriages (10.5%) and 1,179,000 divorces (5%)
In 1983 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1983 the population of Australia was approximately 15,483,496.
In 1983 there were approximately 242,570 births in Australia.
In 1983 in Australia there were approximately 114,860 marriages and 43,525 divorces.
In 1983 in Australia there were approximately 110,084 deaths.

Your birth flower is GLADIOLA

Your birthstone is Peridot

The Mystical properties of Peridot

Peridot is used to help dreams become a reality.

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Sardonyx, Diamond, Jade

Your birth tree is

Pine Tree, the Particularity
Loves agreeable company, very robust, knows how to make life comfortable, very active, natural, good companion, but seldom friendly, falls easily in love but its passion burns out quickly, gives up easily, many disappointments till it finds its ideal, trustworthy, practical.

There are 275 days till Christmas 2009!
There are 288 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was in its last quarter.

From:http://www.paulsadowski.org/BirthDay.asp

3.
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless.Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends .

From: A quiz in Facebook.com

4.

Events

1056 - Byzantine Empress Theodora becomes ill, dying suddenly a few days later, without children to succeed the throne, ending the Macedonian dynasty.
1142 - With the aid of Hiawatha and Deganawidah, The Great Peacemaker, the Iroquois tribes establish the Confederation of the Haudenosaunee.
1422 - Henry VI, becomes King of England at the age of 9 months.
1803 - Lewis and Clark start their expedition to the west by leaving Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania at 11 o clock in the morning.
1864 - During the American Civil War, Union forces led by General William T. Sherman launch an assault on Atlanta, Georgia.
1876 - Ottoman sultan Murat V is deposed and succeeded by his brother Abd-ul-Hamid II.
1886 - Earthquake kills 100 in Charleston, South Carolina.
1888 - Mary Ann Nichols is murdered. She is the first of Jack the Ripper's known victims.
1897 - Thomas Edison patents the Kinetoscope, the first movie projector.
1907 - Count Alexander Izvolsky and Sir Arthur Nicolson sign the St. Petersburg Convention, which results in the Triple Entente alliance.
1914 - Ecuador becomes a signatory to the Buenos Aires copyright treaty.
1915 - Brazil becomes a signatory to the Buenos Aires copyright treaty.
1920 - Polish-Bolshevik War: A decisive Polish victory in the Battle of Komarów.
1920 - First radio news program broadcast by station 8MK in Detroit, Michigan.
1939 - Nazi Germany mounts a staged attack on Gleiwitz radio station, giving them an excuse to attack Poland the following day, starting World War II in Europe.
1942 - In Ternopil, western Ukraine, at 4.30 am, German SS organise the first deportation of Jews from Ternopil ghetto to death camp in Belzec, about 5,000 Jews were deported to face death in Belzec. When the Germans captured Ternopil, about 18,000 Jews lived in the city.
1943 - The USS Harmon, the first U.S. Navy ship to be named for a black person, is commissioned.
1945 - The Liberal Party of Australia is founded by Robert Menzies.
1948 - Actor Robert Mitchum was arrested in a Hollywood drug raid. He would later be found guilty of criminal conspiracy to possess marijuana and was sentenced to 60 days in prison.
1957 - The Federation of Malaya (now Malaysia) gains its independence from the United Kingdom.
1962 - Trinidad and Tobago become independent.
1965 - The Aero Spacelines Super Guppy Aircraft makes its first flight.
1968 - Garfield Sobers becomes the first cricketer to hit 6 sixes in one over.
1978 - William and Emily Harris, founders of the Symbionese Liberation Army, plead guilty to the 1974 kidnapping of newspaper heiress Patricia Hearst.
1980 - Zimbabwe establishes diplomatic relations with Algeria.
1980 - The Gdańsk Agreement is signed.
1986 - Aeroméxico Flight 498 collides with a Piper PA-28 over Cerritos, California, killing 67 in the air and 15 on the ground.
1986 - The Soviet passenger liner Admiral Nakhimov sinks in the Black Sea after colliding with the bulk carrier Pyotr Vasev, killing 423.
1991 - Kyrgyzstan declares its independence from the Soviet Union.
1992 - Pascal Lissouba is inaugurated as the President of the Republic of the Congo .
1993 - HMS Mercury closes after 52 years in commission.
1994 - The Provisional Irish Republican Army declares a ceasefire.
1997 - Diana, Princess of Wales and her companion Dodi Al-Fayed and driver Henri Paul died as a result of a car crash in Paris.
1998 - North Korea reportedly launches Kwangmyongsong, its first satellite.
1999 - The first of a series of Russian Apartment Bombings in Moscow, killing one person and wounding 40 others.
1999 - A LAPA Boeing 737-200 crashes during takeoff from Jorge Newbury Airport in Buenos Aires, killing 65, including 2 on the ground.
2005 - A stampede on Al-Aaimmah bridge in Baghdad kills 1,199 people.
2006 - Stolen on August 22, 2004, Edvard Munch's famous painting The Scream was recovered from a raid by Norwegian police. The paintings were said to be in a better-than-expected condition.

Births

12 - Gaius Caligula, Roman Emperor (d. 41)
161 - Commodus, Roman Emperor (d. 192)
1569 - Jahangir, Mughal Emperor of India (d. 1627)
1602 – Amalia von Solms, countess of Solms-Braunfels (d. 1675)
1663 - Guillaume Amontons, French physicist and instrument maker (d. 1705)
1721 - George Hervey, 2nd Earl of Bristol, British statesman (d. 1775)
1741 - Husein Gradaščević, Bosniak general (d. 1834)
1741 - Jean Paul Egide Martini, French composer (d. 1816)
1811 - Theophile Gautier, French poet and novelist (d. 1872)
1821 - Hermann von Helmholtz, German physician (d. 1894)
1822 - Galusha A. Grow, American politician (d. 1907)
1834 - Amilcare Ponchielli, Italian composer (d. 1886)
1843 - Georg von Hertling, Chancellor of Germany (d. 1919)
1870 - Maria Montessori, Italian educator (d. 1952)
1871 - James E. Ferguson, Governor of Texas (d. 1944)
1878 - Frank Jarvis, American athlete (d. 1933)
1879 - Alma Mahler, Austrian socialite (d. 1964)
1880 - Wilhelmina I of the Netherlands (d. 1962)
1885 - DuBose Heyward, American playwright (d. 1940)
1893 - Lily Laskine, French harpist (d. 1988)
1894 - Albert Facey, Australian writer (d. 1982)
1896 - Félix-Antoine Savard, Canadian priest and novelist (d. 1982)
1897 - Fredric March, American actor (d. 1975)
1900 - Gino Lucetti, Italian anarchist (d. 1943)
1903 - Arthur Godfrey, American television host (d. 1983)
1903 - Vladimir Jankélévitch, French philosopher (d. 1985)
1905 - Sanford Meisner, American actor and teacher (d. 1997)
1907 - Augustus F. Hawkins, American politician (d. 2007)
1907 - Ramon Magsaysay, 7th President of the Philippines (d. 1957)
1907 - William Shawn, American editor (d. 1992)
1907 - Altiero Spinelli, Italian advocate of European federalism (d. 1986)
1908 - William Saroyan, American novelist (d. 1981)
1911 - Edward Brongersma, Dutch politician, writer and political activist. (d. 1998)
1913 - Sir Bernard Lovell, English radio astronomer
1913 - Helen Levitt, American photographer
1914 - Richard Basehart, American actor (d. 1984)
1916 - Daniel Schorr, American journalist
1918 - Alan Jay Lerner, American lyricist (d. 1986)
1919 - Amrita Preetam, Indian poet and author (d. 2005)
1921 - Raymond Williams, Welsh academic (d. 1988)
1924 - Buddy Hackett, American actor and comedian (d. 2003)
1928 - James Coburn, American actor (d. 2002)
1931 - Jean Béliveau, Canadian ice hockey player
1931 - Noble Willingham, American actor (d. 2004)
1934 - Nikos Xanthopoulos, Greek actor
1935 - Eldridge Cleaver, American political activist (d. 1998)
1935 - Frank Robinson, American baseball player and manager
1937 - Warren Berlinger, American actor
1937 - Bobby Parker, American musician
1938 - Martin Bell, British journalist
1938 - Murray Gleeson, Chief Justice of Australia
1939 - Jerry Allison, American drummer (The Crickets)
1941 - William DeWitt, Jr., American businessman
1943 - Leonid Ivashov, Russian general
1944 - Roger Dean, English artist
1944 - Clive Lloyd, West Indian cricketer
1944 - Jos LeDuc, Canadian wrestler (d. 1999)
1945 - Van Morrison, Northern Irish musician
1945 - Itzhak Perlman, Israeli violinist
1946 - Jerome Corsi, American writer
1947 - Mona Marshall, American voice actress
1947 - Luca di Montezemolo, Italian businessman
1947 - Yumiko Ōshima, Japanese manga artist
1947 - Somchai Wongsawat, Thai 26th Prime Minister
1948 - Harald Ertl, Austrian racing driver (d. 1982)
1948 - Lowell Ganz, American screenwriter
1948 - Holger Osieck, German footballer and coach
1948 - Rudolf Schenker, German guitarist (Scorpions)
1949 - Richard Gere, American actor
1949 - H. David Politzer, American physicist, Nobel laureate
1952 - Herbert Reul, German politician
1953 - Miguel Ángel Guerra, Argentine racing driver
1953 - György Károly, Hungarian author
1953 - Pavel Vinogradov, Russian cosmonaut
1954 - Julie Brown, American actress, singer-songwriter and screenwriter
1954 - Caroline Cossey, English model
1955 - Edwin Moses, American athlete
1955 - Gary Webb, American journalist (d. 2004)
1956 - Maria Balazova, Slovak painter
1956 - Masashi Tashiro, Japanese television performer
1957 - Colm O'Rourke, Irish footballer and commentator
1957 - Gina Schock, American drummer (The Go-Go's)
1957 - Glenn Tilbrook, English singer and guitarist (Squeeze)
1958 - Serge Blanco, French rugby union footballer
1959 - Ralph Krueger, Canadian ice hockey coach
1960 - Vali Ionescu, Romanian long jumper
1960 - Chris Whitley, American musician (d. 2005)
1962 - Dee Bradley Baker, American voice actor
1963 - Reb Beach, American guitarist (Winger, Whitesnake)
1963 - Todd Carty, Irish actor
1963 - Sonny Silooy, Dutch footballer
1964 - Raymond P. Hammond, American poet and editor
1965 - Daniel Bernhardt, Swiss actor
1965 - Céline Bonnier, French Canadian actress
1965 - Willie Watson, New Zealand cricketer
1966 - Jan Einar Thorsen, Norwegian Alpine skier
1967 - Anita Moen, Norwegian Cross-country skier
1968 - Valdon Dowiyogo, Nauruan politician and Australian football player
1968 - Hideo Nomo, Japanese baseball player
1969 - Nathalie Bouvier, French alpine skier
1969 - Andrew Cunanan, American spree killer (d. 1997)
1969 - Jonathan LaPaglia, Australian actor
1969 - Javagal Srinath, Indian cricketer
1970 - Deborah Gibson, American singer
1970 - Nikola Gruevski, Macedonian Prime Minister
1970 - Queen Rania of Jordan
1970 - Arie van Lent, Dutch-German footballer
1970 - Amy Stein, American photographer
1970 - Zack Ward, Canadian actor
1971 - Pádraig Harrington, Irish golfer
1972 - Chris Tucker, American actor
1973 - Scott Niedermayer, Canadian ice hockey player
1974 - Andriy Medvedev, Ukrainian tennis player
1975 - Craig Cumming, New Zealand cricketer
1975 - John Grahame, American ice hockey player
1975 - Daniel Harding, British conductor
1975 - Gabe Kapler, American baseball player and manager
1975 - Sara Ramirez, American actress
1975 - Takahiro Suwa, Japanese professional wrestler
1976 - Vincent Delerm, French singer-songwriter, pianist and composer
1976 - Roque Júnior, Brazilian footballer
1976 - Radek Martínek, Czech ice hockey player
1977 - Jeff Hardy, American wrestler
1977 - Ian Harte, Irish footballer
1977 - Craig Nicholls, Australian musician (The Vines)
1978 - Philippe Christanval, French footballer
1978 - Phina Oruche, British actress
1979 - Clay Hensley, American baseball player
1979 - Mickie James, American professional wrestler
1979 - Mark Johnston, Canadian swimmer
1979 - Simon Neil, Scottish musician (Biffy Clyro)
1979 - Ramón Santiago, Dominican baseball player
1980 - Joe Budden, American rapper
1981 - 40 Cal, American rapper
1981 - Dwayne Peel, Welsh rugby union footballer
1981 - Steve Saviano, American ice hockey player
1981 - Joe Swanberg, American filmmaker
1982 - Ian Crocker, American swimmer
1982 - Chris Duhon, American basketball player
1982 - Lien Huyghebaert, Belgian athlete
1982 - Josh Kroeger, American baseball player
1982 - Alexei Mikhnov, Ukrainian-born ice hockey player
1982 - Patrick Nuo, Swiss singer
1982 - José Reina, Spanish footballer
1982 - Michele Rugolo, Italian racing driver
1982 - G. Willow Wilson, American journalist and comic book writer
1983 - Larry Fitzgerald, American football player
1984 - Matti Breschel, Danish road bicycle racer
1984 - Ted Ligety, American alpine skier
1984 - Charl Schwartzel, South African golfer
1985 - Andrew Foster, Australian rules footballer
1986 - Feng Tianwei, Singaporean table tennis player
1987 - Petros Kravaritis, Greek footballer

Deaths

651 - Saint Aidan of Lindisfarne, Irish bishop and missionary
683 - Pacal II ruler of the Maya polity of Palenque
1234 - Emperor Go-Horikawa of Japan (b. 1212)
1372 - Ralph Stafford, 1st Earl of Stafford, English soldier (b. 1301)
1422 - King Henry V of England (b. 1387)
1645 - Francesco Bracciolini, Italian poet (b. 1566)
1654 - Ole Worm, Danish physician (b. 1588)
1688 - John Bunyan, English writer (b. 1628)
1730 - Gottfried Finger, Czech composer
1741 - Johann Gottlieb Heineccius, German jurist (b. 1681)
1772 - William Borlase, English naturalist (b. 1695)
1795 - François-André Danican Philidor, French chess player (b. 1726)
1799 - Nicolas-Henri Jardin, French architect (b. 1720)
1814 - Arthur Phillip, British admiral, first Governor of New South Wales (b. 1738)
1867 - Charles Baudelaire, French poet (b. 1821)
1869 - Mary Ward, Irish scientist, first automobile accident victim (b. 1827)
1888 - Mary Ann "Polly" Nichols, widely believed to be the first victim of Jack the Ripper (b. 1845)
1920 - Wilhelm Wundt, German psychologist (b. 1832)
1940 - Georges Gauthier, French Canadian Roman Catholic archbishop of Montreal (b. 1871)
1941 - Marina Tsvetaeva, Russian poet (b. 1892)
1948 - Billy Laughlin, American actor (b. 1932)
1952 - Henri Bourassa, French Canadian political leader (b. 1868)
1963 - Georges Braque, French painter (b. 1882)
1967 - Ilya Ehrenburg, Russian writer (b. 1891)
1969 - Rocky Marciano, American boxer (b. 1923)
1973 - John Ford, American film director (b. 1894)
1974 - William Pershing Benedict, American pilot
1974 - Norman Kirk, New Zealand prime minister (b. 1923)
1978 - John Wrathall, President of Rhodesia (b. 1913)
1979 - Sally Rand, American dancer and actress (b. 1904)
1979 - Tiger Smith, England cricketer (b. 1886)
1985 - Frank Macfarlane Burnet, Australian biologist, Nobel laureate (b. 1899)
1986 - Henry Moore, English sculptor (b. 1898)
1986 - Urho Kekkonen, President of Finland (b. 1900)
1997 - Diana, Princess of Wales (b. 1961)
1997 - Dodi Al-Fayed, Egyptian film producer (b. 1955)
2000 - Patricia Owens, Canadian actress (b. 1925)
2002 - Lionel Hampton, American vibraphone player (b. 1908)
2002 - George Porter, English chemist, Nobel laureate (b. 1920)
2004 - Carl Wayne, English singer (b. 1943)
2005 - Joseph Rotblat, Polish-British physicist, recipient of the Nobel Peace Prize (b. 1908)
2005 - Michael Sheard, British actor (b. 1940)
2006 - Mohamed Abdelwahab, Egyptian footballer (b. 1983)
2006 - Tom Delaney, British racing driver (b. 1911)
2006 - Derrick Wayne Frazier, American convicted murderer (b. 1977)
2007 - Gay Brewer, American golfer (b. 1932)
2007 - Karloff Lagarde, Mexican professional wrestler (b. 1928)
2008 - Jerry Reed, American country music singer and actor (b. 1937)
2008 - Ike Pappas, American news correspondent (b. 1933)
2008 - Victor Yates, New Zealand rugby player (b. 1939)

Holidays and observances

Roman Catholic Saints - Saint Aidan of Lindisfarne, Saint Abundius, Saint Raymond Nonnatus
Poland, Europe - Day of Solidarity and Freedom, on the anniversary of August Agreement from 1980
Moldova: Day of Our Language (Limba Noastra)
Malaysia - Hari Merdeka, a National Day (independence within the Commonwealth, 1957)
Kyrgyzstan - Independence Day (from USSR, 1991)
Trinidad and Tobago - Independence Day (from United Kingdom, 1962)

From Wikipedia

5.

Istiadat Konvokesyen UiTM ke-68...Konvo Diplomaku

2009-03-21T01:07:00.001+08:00

I can't remember why I did not publish this post.. This piece was written by me on 3 June 2008..less than a year before.

Diari Konvoku.

Aku pulang dari JB pada 26/05/08. Hari berikutnya (Selasa 27/05/08) aku dan Buza bertolak dari Pulau Pinang ke Shah Alam dengan menaiki Kancilku (PET 6712)

On the way, semasa kat Plaza Tol Ipoh Selatan, aku terserempak ngan Farhan(JPK Mutiara) dan aweknya Fiza yang turut menggunakan lebuhraya menghala ke arah selatan. Kancilku menghimpit Kelisa Fiza bagaikan pembuli jalanan..WAHAHAHAHAHA (Gelak Jahat)

Singgah kat Tapah untuk makan dan bersembang ngan kedua2nya(Fiza dan Farhan) sebelum meneruskan perjalanan.

Sampai Shah Alam lebih kurang jam 6.30 Ptg.

28/05/08 merupakan tarikh untuk mengambil jubah. Kami yang dok kat umah sewa kat S. Alam beramai2 amik jubah kat Menara dengan menaiki motorsikal(nak elak traffik). Rupanya takdak sidang pun haritu.

29/05/08 lepak2 kat umah..kuar gi giant beli barang untuk Kecik (awek Buza). Buza Belanja aku makan MegaMac.

30/05/08 Mak, bapak n Nurul Izzati sampai dan lepak kat U2 (umah pakcik aku kat TTDI Jaya). Aku gi sana untuk hantar Kad Jemputan dan Sticker kereta.

31/05/08

Terus-terang aku cakap yang kegembiraan masa konvo nih lebih sikit jer dari kegembiraan masa raya. Pada aku saat paling menggembirakan adalah masa aku tau result final sem aku. Saat ketika aku tau kata semua subjek aku lulus..bukan setakat lulus biasa tapi dengan Dekan.
Saat2 tu lebih gembira bagi aku.

Pun begitu, aku dapat rasakan yang semua kawan2 aku yang jugak konvo skalik ngan aku tau yang hari konvokesyen tu adalah hari untuk mengenang kembali 3 tahun yang yang akhirnya memberikan hasil yang lumayan. Bagi orang lain...mungkin yang kelihatan hanyalah sekeping diploma dan 2 keping transkrip. Tapi bagi aku dan rakan2 yang ada kisah silam nih..hari inilah yang mengembalikan keyakinan ibubapa terhadap anak2 mereka.

Aku tgk mak bapak aku suka sgt..I'm happy for them..Semoga aku dapat grad degree ngan KELAS PERTAMA...WAH..tinggi cita2 aku nih..doa2kanlah rakan2 sekalian..

Futsal - kaki sukan Atau kaki bangku Atau kaki sofa

2009-02-21T19:53:00.011+08:00

Salam, bertemu kembali dalam rancangan bual2 kosong hari ini bersama saya, Pak Cik Busu.

Hmmm..over la pulak intro tuh..

Post nih pasal sukan. Kedua2 orang tuaku merupakan kaki sukan ketika zaman remaja dan zaman awal perkahwinan mereka. Ayahandaku (En. Md Rijani) merupakan seorang guru Sains yang jugak mengajar olahraga ketika di Sek. Men Tun Syed Syeikh Barakbah. Teringat zaman2 ketika dia fit dulu..tak terkejar aku ngan Hilmi(adindaku) ketika berjoging ngan dia petang2. Namun semua itu ditinggalkan selepas menjawat jawatan di Pejabat Pendidikan Daerah pada tahun 1994. Ibunda ( Pn Hamidah) pulak sejak dari zaman mudanya lagi telah aktif dalam netball dan menjadi jurulatih negeri Pinang beberapa kali ketika di Sek. Men. Methodist Nibong Tebal. Namun itu semua semakin jauh ditinggalkan setelah beliau menumpukan kepada kelas tuisyen, degree course yang sedang diambilnya dan jawatannya sebagai guru besar di S.K Batu Kawan.

Aku pulak...hmmm..1st of all aku nak kasik warning kat apek dan sudin yang aku citer menda nih bukan untuk korang jer..(so plz stop counting how many times I had told you guyz the same story!!!most of the stories were told during bedtime...kind of bedtime stories..hehehe))

Dari zaman sekolah rendah aku tak berapa nak join sukan2 nih. Masa darjah 2 ada la masuk persembahan aerobik masa hari sukan. Ada lagi gambar2 lama tuh tapi semua kat umah. Aku pernah join pemilihan pemain bola sepak time darjah 5 kot. Pengaruh kartun 'Kickers' sgt menebal waktu tu dan aku berjaya menewaskan penjaga gol yang kira power walaupun dia darjah 4 time tu(Gol nasib jer). Nama budak tu Hamdi. Selebihnya aku hanya bermain badminton petang-petang dengan jiran aku, (Bijam, Alan, Rijalur, Boy dan dengan adik aku skalik). Kegilaan badminton ini bermusim. Ingat lagikah para pembaca dengan saat Piala Thomas berada dalam genggaman kita pada tahun 1992. Masa tu aku darjah 3. Semua orang nak jadik Rashid Sibir..ehh..Rashid Sidek laa..

Bila masuk SMKANT..takdak court badminton. Aku bertukar kepada bola tampar setelah permainan itu mengingatkan aku kepada 'Moero Attack', iaitu siri petang2 jepun pasal ada minah tu suka buat somersault sebelum 'spike' bola tu. Pelik jugak kenapa dulu tgk citer tu tak tertarik pun kat pelakon dia..dah besar2 nih nampak lain pulak gambar tuh..Pelik..pelik..

Time ni lah aku merasa keperitan bersukan..Tangan jadik biru, lutut calar-balar, seluar koyak..namun aku tak boleh2 jugak buat somersault sebelum spike bola tuh...hahahaha

Cikgu Baharuddin join sekolah tu pada pertengahan tahun F1. Dia memperkenalkan sepak takraw dan aku antara yang teruja tgk dia timang bola takraw tu sambil meliuk2kan tangannya seraya berkata "Takraw ini seni,"..aku ingat ayat tu sampai bila2. Namun sukan itu tidak menarik minat aku sebab takder kartun atau citer petang2 yang ada kaitan dengannya. Cuma akhirnya aku berjaya timang bola 10 kali tanpa jatuh dan aku terus stop main.

Naik F2 aku cuba main bola tampar balik namun disebabkan ramai yang lebih terer aku mengundurkan diri dan mula berjinak2 dengan ping-pong. Masa tu paling terer adalah hakimi dan ketika pertama kali aku 'berkenalan' dengan pukulan spin..aku terkejut..'Biaq btui?? bola tu boleh pi senget camtu?' (Only last semester i learned that it was the effect that been called Magnus Effect-search for yourself). Namun tak terer2 jugak..

F3..selain daripada berjalan kaki ke sekolah(dah tukar sekolah time tuh..dari SMKA Nibong Tebal gi SM. Methodist N. Tebal) dan bermain badminton petang2 ngan Bijam..rasanya takder dah sukan lain yang aku terlibat.

Tibalah ketika aku di Jenan. Pertama kali aku berada di sekolah yang ada sukan2 yang agak asing dan tiada di sekolah2 biasa macam Rugby, Sofbol, Basketball, Kriket. Senior ajak turun main Rugby..masa kat padang tu aku pancit dan selalu sangat forward pass. setelah beberapa kali rakan2 membantu aku untuk memperbaiki kelemahan aku..aku naik fed up dan mula tertarik ngan kriket..pertama kali aku baling bola tu(apa ntah istilah yang sesuai?) aku mula rasakan yang ia tak sebati ngan jiwa aku..so aku bralih kepada sofbol. Minggu pertama ngan team sofbol agak best..(actually semua team bagi perangsang suruh aku join diorang..mungkin sebab nak amik advantage atas badan aku yang besar kot time tu) namun sesuatu berlaku yang menyebabkan aku menggantung glove sekolah kat dalam store pakcik tu(apa nama dia ntah) buat kali terakhir dan tak sentuh dah lepas tuh. Semuanya disebabkan keterujaan dapat hit bola yang dilontar oleh Peter Channel Bin Julaini( senior aku yang pernah buli aku dan bola yang dihantar agak susah untuk di hit..dan aku hit jauh tuu)..Terkejut dengan kejayaan aku..aku tergamam (TERGAMAM?!!!) dan terkedu di home sebelum dikejutkan dengan jeritan rakan2..LARI!!!...LARI!!!...Run Busu..RUN!!!..(Amik ayat Forest Gump).

Aku hawin(Punggai atau lempar) bat tu dan terus berlari ke 1st post dan berhenti di 2nd post. Ketika itu aku kehairanan apabila si pengejar bola berlari pantas menuju ke 'catcher' yang jugak merupakan abang senior yang baik hati iaitu Nik Mohd Ikrami. Terkejut beruk aku apabila mendapati dia tgh terbaring dengan protective mask masih di mukanya. Terpikir jugak aku..apahal dia terbaring kat situ..pengsan ka?...Dia bangun sambil maki aku lepas nampak aku dah nak dekat sampai kat dia.."Hang nak bunuh aku ka?, Terpinga2 jap...apa aku dah buat? lepas tu aku nampak bat aku kat tepi dia..baru aku perasan yang aku hawin bat tu tepat di muka dia...nasib dia dan aku baik sebab dia pakai mask tu..patah grill besi yang terletak bawah sikit dari muka dia. Secara ajaibnya..prmainan diteruskan dan keesokkan harinya..kesilapan yang sama jugak telah aku buat dan secara rela hati..mereka menghalau aku dari padang itu.

Teringin nak main basketball..sekalik tu masa PJ gigi aku bertemu dengan siku Zulazrin Jamaluddin sehingga membuatkan kedua2 gigi rabbit aku retak. Aku tak main dah lepas tu.

Aku pun mula la lepak kat kelas time petang2..tgk orang silat..macam best jer..bapak aku tak bagi join..Bila tgk taekwondo. macam best..aku ngan Mubarag Mansor, Sofiyuddin Zakaria, Sihat@Mohd Hilmi Abu Bakar, Saiful dan Mohd Nurul Fakhri mula menceburkan diri dalam bidang taekwondo. Antara yang dah terer adalah seperti Budiman Arif bin Ibrahim, arwah Balqis, Lawrence Sudok Anak Seli, Rickly Bin Omintoh(semua nih F4) termasuk Salahuddin, Walat, Bear, Pai Cat, Bibip dan Manap(senior2 gua).

Letih dan melebamkan..itu yang dapat aku gambarkan tentang taekwondo. Masa tu badan dok keras2..last2 kaki aku boleh bukak 180 darjah. pernah skali otot paha koyak. Berat aku dari 80kg (masa awal f4) turun sampai 63 kilo dalam masa kurang 4 bulan. 1st day training dah kena sparring ngan rickly bin omintoh..lebam tangan aku..sampai sekarang aku ingat lagi sebab malam tu aku ngan Mubarag sama2 compare sapa lagi lebam dari sapa.

Jitra Open adalah kejohanan taekwondo yang dianjurkan oleh SMJ (sek. Men Jitra) ..masa tu aku dah F5 dan memegang tali keledar (opsss) tali pinggang Hijau 2. Aku dapat no.3 setelah kalah kat semi-final.

Sir Sham adalah pengajar taekwondo aku..berbadan gempal dan berperut bulat..namun sepakannya pernah menyebabkan anak angkatnya pengsan (budak tu dah black belt tuu)..aku ingat kata2 dia..this is sport..this is not martial art. Dia tak mau budak2 dia gaduh guna taekwondo..lagipun mana ada orang gaduh sempat stretching ngan warming up dulu..aparaaa..

Bulan2 terakhir di Jenan..aku injured dan kesannya sehingga kini terasa. Dah tak boleh kasar2 lagi dah. Bermula dari situ..aku dah tak aktif dalam sukan lagi dah..lagipun kemudahan sukan kat matrik aku time tu terhad..kat UTM pulak aku join pengakap.

Masa kat UiTM penang..membe2 ajak gi main futsal kat megamall..aku turun beberapa kali sampai laa bila depa start main stail 'Kalah bayar',,aku tak join dah sebab tak setuju...bowling pun aku tak main sangat dah macam kat UTM dulu sebabnya kekurangan wang dan masa.

Kat Shah Alam nih..selain daripada berjoging dan tidur di waktu petang, kadangkala aku ada jugak folo dak2 nih untuk sepak bola kat court badminton kat taman permainan kanak2 di kawasan perumahan aku masa sem 3 dan 4 yang lepas..ada jugak laa main kat frenzy s15 tu tapi sekali tuh jer..baru masuk main tak sampai 10 minit kaki aku terpeleot daaaa..bengkak sampai aku jalan tehincut2 2 minggu tuu

Sem nih buat pertama kalinya aku organize game futsal untuk kawasan kejiranan aku. Melalui promo dalam blog anjung kristal (ditulis oleh bro Khalid), aku kira macam organizer laa dan dibantu otai2 yang ingin kembali kepada zaman kegemilangan bola sepak mereka. Alhamdulillah..seramai 22 orang peserta berjaya menghabiskan game 1 jam di Sports Planet S16, Shah Alam bermula jam 10 sehingga 11 pagi tanpa sebarang kejadian tak diingini.

Kesimpulannya..kebanyakkan player pancit (termasuk aku) dan mahukan aktiviti ini diteruskan lagi..yeehaaa...Jom Futsal!!!!

This Post Contains Knowledge...

2009-02-12T00:34:00.005+08:00

The title suggest the content of this post.

My 1st 'Sifu' of Thermodynamic was Prof. Amer Nordin Darus. An old man that poured out his wise thoughts in each session. At that time, I was in my 1st semester in UTM Skudai.

That old man always relates everything that he is teaching with natural phenomena that we encountered every day but we always simply ignored it. Phrases like God Forbid ("Allah tak bagi/benarkan") always came out from his mouth. I attended 90% of his class, got 39/60 for my carry mark(on-going assessment) and finally got C+ for Thermodynamic 1.

The next 'sifu' of thermodynamic was actually sifus. 2 lecturer for Marine Engineering System 1. This was one of the last subject that got me kicked out. I can't remember their name(selalu tuang kelas daaa) but I did kept an assignment for the subject. The title was "Refrigerating and Air Conditioning System for Submarines". I got 4/10 ...lost 4 marks because it was handed in late. I remember learning about heat produced by fruits, human, animals but I didn't acquire the knowledge to design a system to suck all the heat out from a confined spaces filled with such things. I remember learning about 'suhu selesa' or comfortable zone (both seemed contradict but it were the same thing) but I don't know how to use the psycrometric chart. I was so lazy (tak sedar2 diri lagi padahal masa tu dah Kedudukan Bersyarat dah). The final exam for this paper was a disaster. I forgot to bring my own properties table(or steam table)(I thought that they will provide it, I realize this when the exam begin). I went back to my hostel to get it back and it took my precious a half an hour. I entered the hall and glanced to the invigilators. The next thing was the temperature in that hall was too cold. I sat in the middle of the hall. 3 units of 2-3 HP(horse power) aircond were situated at my left, right and in front of me. It was ironic that the subject also included air conditioning topic. I start to answer the first question and 2o minutes later I walked in to the bathroom. The outside temperature was hot but my hands were still cold after 5 minutes. I walked in and tried to answer the next question..20 minutes later I surrendered ..with just 2 answers in my answer sheets.. I failed.

Later in UiTM Pulau Pinang, I learned Thermodynamics during short course (during semester break). My 'sifu' was Mr. Mohammad Abdul Razak. He was quite fierce but a very good lecturer. My carrymark was 39/40 but that wasn't good enough. At the end I get an A-. Next was Mr. Fairosidi which taught us Heat Transfer, Refrigeration & Air-Conditioning. I scored A.

Almost all of my thermo lecturers taught me very well. This semester, I am taking Thermal Engineering which is taught by Assoc. Prof. Rahim Atan. Another interesting lecturer for thermodynamic.

World of thermodynamic involves various field of engineering. I don't know why but i like it so much..may be because it is the 'easiest' discipline among others (Dynamic, fluid, etc2)

What i like to write here was about a man by the name of Thomas Midgley, Jr. (May 18, 1889 – November 2, 1944).

He was the one who invented chlorofluorocarbons (CFC) in 1928 as a replacement for ammonia (NH3), chloromethane (CH3Cl), and sulfur dioxide (SO2), which are toxic but were in common use at the time as refrigerants. The new compound must not only have low boiling temperature but also non-toxic. He also invented tetra-ethyl lead or TEL which previously used as an additive to fuel. TEL was used as an antiknock agent which also increase the octane rating of the fuel. (remember the Leaded & Unleaded Petrol sold in Petrol pump not long ago, TEL was in the Leaded petrol)

Ironicly...both of his invention proven to be harmful to the environment and human. In Eastop & Mc Conkey book..it was stated that one atom of fluorine can destroy thousands molecule of O3(Ozone) in a chain reaction. TEL was later found to be the the caused of brain damage to the children. Lead is known as a toxic metal which can caused fatal.

He died in 1944..3o years before the effect of CFC to the atmosphere is widely known.

How did he died..in 1941, he became bed ridden because of polio. He designed a pulley and strings system to help others to move him from the bed. Again..ironicly, the system that he designed took his own life..he died of strangulation at the age 55.

I wrote this piece to remind myself and my dear readers about each invention or action that we are responsible for today may caused destruction later on. He may have good intention, but sadly he was described as 'the single creature that done the most damage to the environment more than other organism'....

Pity for him..

CFC(R11,R12,R13,etc..etc..etc) is still being used today but it is widely replaced by R134a which less harmful to the atmosphere.

::::::Source: Eastop & McConkey, Wiki:::::::::::::::

Terjumpa Artikel Ini....Cistaro betul!!!!

2009-01-22T21:30:00.004+08:00

The original Piece

Harian Metro Online (22/01/09)

Bila kawan jadi kekasih

JAUH di sudut hati, terasa betapa indah memujanya. Namun siapa yang dapat merasakan cuitan hati jika tidak terluah dek kata-kata?

Jika khuatir persahabatan didatangi kebencian, pertimbangan harus berasas akal

JAUH di sudut hati, terasa betapa indah memujanya.

Namun siapa yang dapat merasakan cuitan hati jika tidak terluah dek kata-kata?

Yang menjadi masalah, mampukah ia terungkap jika orang yang diminati dan sering menjentik perasaan bukanlah orang lain sebaliknya sahabat baik sendiri?

Bertahun menjalin hubungan atas dasar sahabat sejati, rakan setia yang sanggup bersusah bersama dan bergembira di saat anda mahu meluah segala suka-duka, kini segalanya berubah.

Jantung bagai disentap apabila bertembung dengannya bahkan tiba-tiba membuatkan hati berdebar-debar dan jatuh cinta tanpa disedari apabila perasaan itu muncul di celah persahabatan yang dijalin.

Jika dulu, anda menganggap dirinya seorang sahabat sejati, sanggup berkongsi suka dan duka serta menjadi teman paling setia mendengar masalah, kini lain pula situasinya.

Sahabat yang selama ini dimahkotakan sebagai teman biasa kini bertukar menjadi kekasih istimewa.

Persoalannya, adakah hubungan akan berjalan dengan lancar jika bercinta dengan sahabat sendiri? Adakah dia juga merasakan hal yang sama seperti anda? Adakah anda harus menyatakan perasaan itu terhadapnya?

Apabila dilamun cinta dengan teman biasa, perlu diteliti semua aspek peribadinya sebelum sesuatu hubungan itu menjadi bertambah intim. Takut nanti, yang dikejar tak dapat, yang dikendong keciciran.

Kata orang, bercinta dengan sahabat sendiri akan mencetuskan kekangan dalam perhubungan. Sekiranya khuatir persahabatan itu akan berakhir dengan perasaan saling membenci, anda harus mempertimbangkan aspek pro dan kontranya.

Pro

* Anda harus menyukai seluruh peribadinya. Perlu juga tahu perubahan hatinya, perkara yang membahagiakannya jika menjalin hubungan cinta dengan anda dan perkara yang perlu dihindari.

* Anda sanggup menempuh suka dan duka bersama tidak kira apa juga rintangan yang dihadapi berbanding sewaktu menjalinkan hubungan persahabatan dulu.

* Anda mengenali ibu bapanya dan diterima baik oleh mereka. Yang pasti, anda seharusnya mempunyai nilai positif yang membawa ke arah kebahagiaan kedua-dua pihak.

Kontra

* Memandangkan anda berdua sudah mengenali perilaku masing-masing, tiada lagi hal yang boleh membuatkan anda perlu bertanya. Ia mungkin menimbulkan rasa bosan jika anda masih mahu melakukannya.

* Anda meminati karakternya ketika bergelar sahabat, tetapi tidak mustahil karakter itu boleh berubah setelah hubungan yang dibina bertukar menjadi kekasih.

* Sikap seperti cemburu dan syak wasangka melampau mungkin antara sikap yang tidak pernah anda sangka muncul pada si dia yang dulu hanya seorang teman biasa.

* Sebagai sahabat, hubungan anda berdua dilihat bertambah baik, tetapi ia berubah setelah menjadi teman istimewa. Anda akan kehilangan orang yang selalu menjadi pendengar yang baik. Siapa yang akan menjadi pendengar setia apabila dia yang menjadi topik pembicaraan anda?

Dari segi pro dan kontra yang disenaraikan, aspek kontra lebih berkemungkinan membawa anda ke arah kehancuran sebuah persahabatan yang begitu indah.

Anda berasa sudah mengenali hatinya dengan baik sebagai sahabat, tetapi sebagai kekasih segalanya berubah.

Terdapat juga risiko yang harus anda hadapi apabila berterus-terang mengenai perasaan.

Jangan luahkan perasaan ini kerana ia akan muncul sekiranya kamu cuba menahan dan menyembunyikannya.

Duduk dengan tenang, pertimbangkan aspek pro dan kontranya.

Jangan lupa, risiko yang mungkin terjadi. Anda tidak akan mengetahui sejauh manakah perasaannya terhadap anda sekiranya anda takut untuk cuba bertanya sendiri.

Apabila anda berdua berjaya mengungkap perasaan cinta itu, mungkin pada awalnya ia akan menimbulkan sedikit kejanggalan, tetapi kesudahannya, ia akan berakhir dengan kegembiraan.

Busu Menulis:

I read it with a smile on my face. Teringat zaman kanak2 riang dulu nih(zaman lepas SPM) dengan seseorang yang mungkin kebanyakkan rakan-rakan tahu.

Pada aku...susah untuk aku nak mencintai seseorang((CHEWAHH)). Setakat pengalaman yang ada sekarang nih (ada laa dalam 3 kali) semuanya bermula sebab perasaan menyampah..Initially lah....last2 aku pulak dok terbayang2.

Entry kali nih berjaya buatkan aku rasa tua..Alhamdulillah..aku sedar benda nih tanpa perlu melalui pengalaman macam si COMBAT nih.

Pada aku laa..sekarang nih aku dah tak kisah dah sapa2 pun..kawan ke..junior ke..lantak laa..(terhad kepada kaum HAWA sahaja, saya lurus tau) yang penting aku perlu mengakhiri zaman kegersangan aku.

Ada berita gembira buat aku dan ahli keluarga aku. Adik ipar aku. Hasni, kini sedang berbadan 2. Usia kandungannya kini nak masuk 6 minggu..still too early but i'm optimistic. Untuk itu aku reserve kan panggilan Uncle Wan atau Uncle Safwan atau Paman Wan atau Mamu Wan.

Buat rakan2 yang turut ternanti2 kelahiran cahaya mata. Good Luck to you guys..(Suraya n Khai, Cipmang n Mira dll lagi)

Kepada Papa n Mama baru (Junaidi Judin n Shuhada Solahudin di UK)..Tahniah atas kelahiran Baby Elyas. Tak lupa juga kepada yang dah lama jadik bapak (macam sper, cikang dan yang seangkatan) Anak2 korang aku reserve kan dengan nama panggilan Uncle Bushu...hahahahaha

Tadi aku jumpa Afdlin Shauki

2009-01-20T02:29:00.002+08:00

Tadi aku jumpa Afdlin Shauki,

Aku jumpa dia kat Mc D seksyen 3 bersama-sama ngan krew penggambaran Iklan Mc D. Bersama-sama aku ketika itu adalah Apeq, Sudin dan Cikun(tak caya tanya diorang). Kitorang makan sambil tgk Afdlin direct iklan tu secara live.

Actually boring jugak aku tgk sebab dia macam tak bergerak2 jer kat kerusi tu. Ada skrin TV kat depan dia, dia dok usha monitor tu sambil kuarkan arahan kat krew yang dok kat dalam Mc D melalui Woki-Toki(member aku kat penang dulu nih-Iliya MPP eja Walkie-Talkie camtuh).

Aku minat gak ngan lakonan2 dan filem arahan dia sebab ada banyak elemen yang boleh menaikkan semangat dan bermotivasi

Nak tegur(macam la dia kenal aku) dan nak mintak bergambar skalik..tapi muka dia tgh tensen jer aku tgk..macam ngantuk pun ada.

Aku tunggu dia bangun dari kerusi tu ..tapi macam tak bangun2 jer aku tgk.

One thing about celebrity, they looked bigger outside the television...And this valid to Mr Afdlin...

Lama aku tunggu untuk melihat Afdlin bangun dan berjalan di sekitar lokasi...namun dia masih di kerusi.

Sebelum kitorang balik, apeq sempat kidnap kucing yang ada kat Mc D tu, kucing tu agak comel(kata Apeq)..Kucing tu takder tag dan nampak macam menderita tak cukup makan...Sampai kat umah jer dia kasik nama Choki..Sempena Afdlin SHAUKI dan kerana kaler bulunya yang agak cokelat2.

Adrenalin Rush...Nearly Crash in to Some Idiot...Alhamdulillah takder apa2 berlaku

2009-01-13T17:41:00.004+08:00

I was riding my beloved moped bike (my YAMAHA 110Z- PGR 9746). The road was wet due to a heavy pour minutes before. I came from the front gate of UiTM and riding towards Seksyen 7 (going home). When riding down the hill(after Baiduri Apartment) at approximately 80-90km/h(the speed limit is actually 60km/h), I spotted a car at the U-turn junction(before Shell S7). Suddenly, the idiot driver entered my way as I was about less than 30m from the junction.

Gasp!!!! Mesti langgaq punya nih...Cilakak..cilakak..cilakak...tekan brek... alamak... moto terseret dah nih..lepas brek sket..aik..dok laju lagi..tekan lagi....alamak..senget kot belah ni pulak...lepas brek lagi..tekan lagi..senget lagi(tukaq side lagi)... jangan jatuh.. jangan jatuh.. jangan jatuh.... alaaaa..... dok laju lagi...tapi kalau camnih langgaq insyaallah takdak apa2 punya eheh..tukaq side lagi kaa...adus2...lepas brek sket macam ABS(Anti-Lock Breaking System-HowStuffWorks) ...Okeh.. dah lepas.. Sepp baik tak langgaq.. terer jugak aku tak jatuh..alhamdulillah..cilakak nyer driver..kasik hon sama dia ...Pinnnn... pinnnnnn... pinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

Guys..that conversations was what i told myself about during the split seconds. I gave an angry look to the driver and smile after realizing that the driver was a WOMAN...That is what I expected. The smile was given not because she is pretty(biasa2 jer)...but it was because of her mistakes.

I rode further and stopped in front of Unisel after my body felt strange due to the effect of adrenalin rush. My hand was trembling, my heart was racing and i felt strange. I waited for Sudin to arrive (he was with me but I left him behind----quite far actually)..I told him what happened and he told me that the car stopped there(at the middle of the road) when he arrived at the scene.

(((More on Adrenalin@ Epinephrine)))

I observed that most of our female driver had low level of judgment when driving. I said most of them...not all..and don't tell me that I'm gender biased.

To female road user and some idiot male too...please understand that you shouldn't make a U-turn when someone is coming down the hill fast...Let the road cleared 1st before you make your move. I know that I was wrong too, but I'm sure that if I was moving 60km/h, the same thing would happened(the different is that I can stopped earlier on shorter distance) and the car will still stand in my way dangerously.

Here are some tips to Drivers.

Before moving into junction or making U-Turn or entering others way..pls observes:

1. The average speed of vehicle by counting slowly (from 1 to infinity) from the moment you saw one until it passes you. You might need 6-9 seconds to move safely and 10 seconds to reach the cruising speed. All together would be 15 seconds window. By observing this you will know the safe distance of moving vehicle on the desired road before you make your move.

2. When the road is wet, the time window should be wider(20seconds).

3. At night, drivers would observe that it is difficult to predict the speed of the incoming vehicle due to several factors (relative motion page 3). At day..the light from the sun help us to judge by showing the world. We judge by comparing the static things at the road sides with the moving car. This help us to determine whether the incoming vehicle is slow, fast or too fast. But at night, the road light is insufficient to provide us the same amount of data needed as we can only see the front light. Therefore, drivers were advised to take extra precaution and not making any hasty move without thinking.

4. Free your mind from any issue, focus on the road. Observe kids playing at the road side. Observe the vehicles in front for any sudden changes. Some forgot to put signal before turn left of right but we can predict this before it happens by observing.

To idiots(Unruly or Female or Male Or Malaysian or Chinese Malaysian or Malay Malaysian or Indian Malaysian or every ROAD USER)...I'm calling you IDIOTS because it is what I AM TOO... Learn from your own mistakes and others mistakes to become a better person. But please, avoid making stupid mistakes. If it couldn't be avoid, then someone would loose his or her life(or become bedridden) just because we refuse to become smart enough on the road.

Long live IDIOTS...

The Scapegoat - But the issue was not just about them..it is about us too...hmmmm

2008-12-19T17:07:00.003+08:00

The privatization process of our beloved IJN drew a lot of flak from the public. And now the cabinet suspended the idea ((SOURCE)).

The government responded earlier(to defend the decision) that the doctors will get better pay if IJN is in Sime Darby's hand. This is due to the demands made by the doctors of IJN since their other colleagues in private hospitals received higher salary. But the doctors responded - ((Read Here))

Personally, I agree that privatizing government body could make it better. But this is a hospital. Read A. Kadir Jasin's scribe. click here

I don't want to talk about any conspiracy theory. I believe that the decision to give it to Sime Darby is a good one. But a complete study should done 1st.